It seemed like after midnight, the whole world had changed.
Laughter vanished without a trace, replaced by endless despair and torment, where even breathing was filled with pain, frustration, and self-blame. Countless unbearable past memories surfaced in the heart, turning into nightmares lingering in the dead of night, entangling your mind.
It's like accidentally thinking about past mistakes before falling asleep.
Then, you have to be prepared to say goodbye to sleep.
In the midst of self-blame and regret, you constantly struggle with the foolish mistakes of the past, until you're utterly exhausted, closing your eyes with tears, stuck in endless regret and apologies in silence.
Born as a human, I am very sorry.
But in reality, Huai Shi felt an odd sense of satisfaction.
There's absolutely no apology, not only did he not want to apologize, but there was even a little sense of embarrassing accomplishment.
