TWENTIETH MEMORY DOOR;
" I know that this memory you hold behind closed doors is painful. More painful that anything that ever happened to you, but you should know that he never intended to hurt you. On Jacob's birthday he believed that you were going to be his mate, as the clock changed to the exact moment he was born he went looking for you. But because of the medication that you were getting his wolf didn't know it was you" She glances at me as a way of asking if she can continue, i give her a slight nod wanting to understand why he did it. " The word mate kept ringing in his head from his wolf but he couldn't determine who it was. He started drinking as a way to get his wolf under control but when he drank to much his wolf took complete control. He claimed you because he believed that you were his.
" That doesn't make anything that happened that night okay! He should've never done any of that stuff to me. I didn't deserve it, I didn't want it not any of it at all" I stare at the flowers surrounding us trying to distract myself from the pain I felt.
" Jacob spent everyday after that hating himself and punishing his wolf for taking over that night. He never wanted to hurt you and I need you to understand that he had no control over his actions. When an alpha male turns 16 the wolf and strength comes out as well, when a werewolf finds their mate they usually manage to wait until they turn 18 before completing the mating process. But when an Alpha finds someone to be their mate the wolf inside of them knows who it is the moment they surface. If the wolf feels like the human side of them doesn't want the mate they were made for they take over and claim their mate, it's a survival instinct the wolf has to protect themselves. If an Alpha rejects their mate they lose power and the respect of their pack, it's very rare for an Alpha's wolf to take control the way that his did, but you are no ordinary mate you are a royal."
TWENTY-FIFTH MEMORY DOOR;
" When you and Tucker got into that fight he started to realize that you were his mate. He wanted to tell you everything but he didn't know how to explain it, he decided that he would tell you that day what was happening and how he felt about you. But you weren't yourself so he decided to wait until you weren't so sad about everything, but then you yelled that your friendship wasn't working anymore for you and he was hurt at the thought that you didn't like him anymore. He didn't tell you the secret because if he did he feared that you would reject him."
At this point i'm trying to keep up but i'm so confused. " Okay so basically you're my real mother, you gave me up after Audrey lost her child and my father her mate thinks i'm the product of an affair she had. Connor is a vampire king and his parents are dead because Steve told known enemies where to find them so now he's in hiding. From the moment we met he knew we were mates. Tucker is what exactly?"
" He's a hybrid but he's also a ruler of the hybrids as well, all of your mates are kings" she grabs my hand and softly rubs the back of it. " So Tucker is like the guy from the underworld movies that has a weird ass wolf?" The back of my had gets popped and I quickly pull away " watch your mouth young lady!"
I mutter a quick apology before attempting to continue piecing everything together. " Tucker is a hybrid king and after a while of us spending time together realized we were mates but didn't tell me because of the fight that we got into and since were both stubborn as f-" She glances at me daring me to say it, I clear my throat and casually look away. " I mean as ever we never cleared the air between us. Jacob is an Alpha and thought that I was his mate when everything bad happened between us. His wolf took over and ruined our relationship completely afraid that Jacob would reject me."
I let out a breath of air " but you said I had four mates, one for each supernatural being correct?" she nods her head her eyes never leaving mine " you also said that I've had encounters with all of my mates, so who's the fourth?" This time she's the one who looks away from me. " You're fourth and finale mate is the person that refers to you as Mi Amor" I jump up out of the flower beds and stare at her. " SO HE'S MY LAST MATE HIM! WHAT DID YOU GUYS RUN OUT OF OPTIONS OR SOMETHING? AM I SUPPOSE TO BE SPENDING THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HIM AND THREE OTHER GUYS! HOW THE F-" As much as I want to cuss right now she barely popped my hand and it hurt like a bitch I don't wanna get popped again. " Okay i'm sorry no cussing i got it, soo how do i get out of here, I feel like me and the guys need to have a talk about all of this."
" You do know that once you're all together and that you now know everything your powers and emotions will be heightened and having all of your mates in one room might be a bit too much for you to deal with right now. I suggest that you talk with them one on one, I was nice seeing you and I promise that we will meet again my daughter."
I drift away from the garden and realize that I'm laying in a bed. To exhausted to deal with anything at the moment I decide to sleep.