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Chapter 12 - Attraction

Gray's POV

Gray sank into the plush couch in the study, feeling the weight of the day settle into her shoulders. The spa and shopping trip with Zoey had been both a blessing and a curse. Her mind swirled with conflicting thoughts: laughter and warmth from Zoey, the residual sting of Zodiac's intense gaze, and the gnawing guilt she couldn't shake. She had never been in a situation like this—never caught between fear, attraction, and a bond she didn't fully understand yet.

Zoey flopped beside her, still buzzing from the day. "You know, for a girl who acts all serious, you sure know how to have fun. You just need someone to drag you out of your shell," she teased, nudging Gray's arm.

Gray smiled, a little forced at first, but slowly genuine. "I guess… I never really thought about it. I've always been… cautious."

Zoey's gaze softened, perceptive as always. "Cautious? Girl, you're a wolf in a world full of foxes. You just don't know it yet."

Gray's lips twitched in amusement. She liked Zoey's blunt confidence—it made her feel like she could breathe again, like she wasn't constantly under Zodiac's shadow or Capricorn's disapproval. But the shadow of him lingered in her mind, a constant presence she couldn't escape. His scent, his intensity, the way he dominated the space without touching her—it was infuriating and maddeningly magnetic at the same time.

She had tried to push him out of her thoughts, rationalizing that she needed time, that she had every right to be angry and scared. But deep down, the truth gnawed at her. He was her mate. She had felt it instinctively, in a way that defied logic and reason. Her wolf had responded before her mind could process it, and even now, the pull between them was undeniable.

Her thoughts were interrupted by a soft knock on the door. "Gray? Can I come in?" It was Zoey, her tone unusually tentative.

Gray looked up, surprised. "Yeah… sure."

Zoey entered slowly, closing the door behind her. Her expression had shifted from playful to something more serious, more deliberate. "Look… I know this is complicated. And I know Zodiac… he's intimidating. But he's trying, in his own way. You just have to let him."

Gray frowned, crossing her arms. "Trying? He tried to… he—he didn't just intimidate me, Zoey. He overstepped, and I don't know if I can forgive that yet."

Zoey sat beside her again, gently taking her hand. "Gray, I know. I've known him his whole life. He's impulsive, stubborn, and yes… sometimes he's a complete idiot. But he loves you. Not just his way of thinking about love, but the kind that burns through every part of him. You're his mate, Gray. That bond isn't something he can ignore, and neither can you."

Gray's heart clenched. Hearing it out loud, spoken so plainly by someone who knew him better than anyone, made it real. She wanted to argue, to assert her independence, to insist she could make her own choices without feeling trapped—but deep down, a part of her knew she couldn't escape him. Not entirely. And maybe, just maybe, she didn't want to.

Zoey's grip on her hand tightened slightly. "You need to talk to him. Even if it's just a start. Even if it's small. But don't shut him out completely. That's not fair… to either of you."

Gray exhaled slowly, her mind racing. She hated feeling vulnerable, hated admitting she needed him, hated the way her pulse quickened at the thought of him. But the truth was, she was drawn to him in a way that terrified her. She had felt it the moment she met him, a magnetic pull she couldn't ignore, and now that pull was stronger than ever.

"I don't know if I'm ready," she admitted softly.

Zoey gave a small, understanding nod. "That's okay. You don't have to be. But you do have to be honest—with yourself, and with him. You're not weak for feeling scared, Gray. You're just… human. And wolf. All at once."

Gray let out a shaky laugh, surprising herself. "Human and wolf, huh? That's… one way to put it."

Zoey smiled. "Exactly. And it's complicated. But that's life. And right now, you have a choice. You can keep hiding, or you can take the first step. Even if it's tiny."

Gray chewed on her lip, staring at her hands. She thought about Zodiac, about Capricorn's constant interference, about the way Griffin had been watching her from the sidelines with those intense, unreadable eyes. The pack dynamics were complex, layered with history and hierarchy, and she was caught right in the middle.

And yet… she felt something stir inside her, something she couldn't ignore. A spark of determination, of courage. Maybe it was time to stop running from the bond she had been denying, from the mate she had been trying to resist. Maybe it was time to face him—not with anger, not with fear, but with honesty.

"I… I'll try," she said finally, meeting Zoey's eyes. "I'll try to talk to him. But I can't promise I won't… react."

Zoey laughed softly, a sound full of relief and amusement. "You don't have to promise anything. Just… be yourself. That's all he wants, deep down. And trust me, he'll notice. He'll feel it, too."

Gray nodded slowly, feeling a mixture of dread and anticipation. Talking to Zodiac was going to be difficult, terrifying even. But it was a step toward something she had been denying herself for too long.

After Zoey left, Gray sat in silence, her mind racing with scenarios. She imagined walking into the study where he was pacing, the tension in the air thick and electric. She imagined the words she might say, the questions she needed answers to, the boundaries she had to set. And she imagined him—Zodiac—the intensity of his gaze, the raw power in his presence, the undeniable pull that drew her closer even as her instincts screamed to keep distance.

Her wolf stirred, a low hum of awareness and anticipation, reminding her that this bond was real, primal, and unbreakable. She couldn't run from it, and she couldn't ignore it. And for the first time, she realized she didn't want to.

Gray took a deep breath, standing up and smoothing her clothes. She wasn't going to rush, she wasn't going to act recklessly—but she would take that first step. She would face him. She would talk. And maybe, just maybe, she would start to reclaim a piece of herself she had lost in the shadow of fear and desire.

She opened the door and stepped into the hallway, her pulse quickening. The study was just ahead, and through the slightly ajar door, she could see him—Zodiac—pacing, dark hair falling into his eyes, the tension in his shoulders unmistakable. He hadn't noticed her yet.

Gray swallowed hard, her heartbeat echoing in her ears. This was it. Her first step. Her choice. Her truth.

And with that thought, she pushed the door open fully, stepping into the room with as much courage as she could muster.

Zodiac froze the instant he saw her, his piercing blue eyes locking onto hers. Time seemed to stretch, the air thick with unspoken words, tension, and a bond neither of them could ignore. For a moment, neither spoke, just staring, hearts thrumming in unison, instincts and desire mingling with fear and caution.

Finally, Gray spoke, her voice trembling but clear. "We… need to talk."

Zodiac's lips twitched, almost a smirk, but his eyes softened just enough to betray the intensity behind them. "Yeah," he said, his voice low and rough, like gravel over silk. "We do."

The air between them shifted, charged with possibility, danger, and the promise of something neither could deny.

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Chapter 12 – Zodiac's POV

Zodiac stood frozen, his eyes locked on Gray as she stepped into the room, each heartbeat pounding in his chest like a drum he couldn't control. His wolf surged inside him, restless and demanding, and he had to fight not to let it take over. He wanted to close the distance, to claim her, to tell her everything—but he couldn't. Not yet. Not while guilt still shadowed her eyes, not while he carried the weight of two months of tension and silence.

"She… she wants to talk," he murmured to himself, his voice barely audible. His wolf growled low in his mind, impatient and eager. Don't overthink it. Go to her. Claim her. She's yours. Zodiac clenched his fists, resisting. This wasn't the time to let his wolf dominate—this was a time for careful words, for rebuilding trust, for acknowledging the mistakes he'd made.

Gray's eyes were wide, searching, uncertain, and he felt a jolt of both protectiveness and desire. Her presence filled the room in a way he had never experienced before. She was his mate—no doubt about it—but the raw honesty in her gaze, the vulnerability she carried, made him feel exposed in a way he hadn't expected.

"Gray…" he said finally, his voice lower than intended, rough with emotion. She flinched slightly at the sound, and his chest tightened. Don't scare her more. Don't push too hard.

She stepped closer, her hands clenched at her sides. "We… we need to start over. Somehow. I can't keep pretending like nothing happened." Her voice wavered, and for a moment, he wondered if she was on the verge of retreating again.

Zodiac's chest ached. "I… I know. I've been an idiot, Gray. I should've—" His words faltered. He hated admitting fault; pride had always been a weapon, a shield. But standing here, looking at her, he realized that pride was meaningless if it meant losing her. "I should've controlled myself. I should've listened. I… I never wanted to hurt you."

Gray's lips parted slightly, and for a heartbeat, he thought she might run again. But she didn't. She stayed, hesitant but present. "It wasn't entirely your fault," she whispered. "Virgo… Capricorn… they messed everything up. But… I can't ignore what happened, either. I… I reacted badly. I said things I didn't mean."

Zodiac felt his stomach twist. Her guilt mirrored his own, and he hated seeing her carry it. "Stop blaming yourself," he said firmly. "You had every right to react the way you did. I… I wasn't thinking. I let my wolf get ahead of me. But that doesn't mean I'm not trying to make this right."

Her eyes searched his, and he saw the flicker of fear, the hesitation, but also… something else. Something fragile, like hope. "How… how can we fix this?" she asked, voice barely above a whisper.

Zodiac exhaled sharply, pacing a step closer. "We start with honesty. No secrets, no pretenses. You tell me what you need. I'll tell you what I can give. And… we take it from there. One step at a time."

Gray nodded slowly. "One step at a time," she repeated. There was a tremor in her voice, a vulnerability that pulled at him. He wanted to wrap her in his arms, to protect her from the world, from herself, from him. But he held back. He had to respect her boundaries, even if it tore him apart inside.

The room fell silent for a moment, filled only with the sound of their breathing. Zodiac's wolf shifted, restless and demanding, a low hum of awareness that mirrored his desire. He could feel her wolf too, tentative, hesitant, circling the edges of his own. Their bond was undeniable, powerful, raw—but it wasn't just desire that tied them together. It was something deeper, primal, ancient. Something that demanded respect, patience, and trust.

"I… I want to understand you," Gray said finally, her voice stronger this time. "All of you. Not just… what I see, but… everything. The wolf, the pack, the… the bond."

Zodiac felt a jolt of pride and relief. She wanted to understand. She wanted to see him fully. "You will," he promised. "I'll show you everything, Gray. And I'll wait for you, as long as it takes. But you have to promise me one thing."

Her brow furrowed. "What?"

"Don't push yourself into something you're not ready for. Don't let fear control you. I'll do whatever it takes to make you feel safe, even if that means keeping my distance until you're ready. But I can't pretend… I can't lie to myself, Gray. You're mine. You've always been mine, whether you knew it or not."

Her cheeks flushed at his words, and for a moment, she looked like she might cry. She shook her head, smiling through the tension. "You're impossible," she muttered softly.

"I know," he said, a small, genuine smile tugging at his lips. "But you… you're amazing. And I'll do whatever it takes to prove that to you."

Gray exhaled, a mixture of relief and apprehension washing over her. "Okay… we start with honesty. And patience. And… boundaries. I need space to process everything. And… I need to know that you'll respect that."

Zodiac nodded solemnly. "I promise. Boundaries, honesty, patience. I'll respect them. Always. And I'll be here when you're ready."

She studied him for a moment, her gaze lingering on the intensity in his eyes. Something shifted between them, a fragile understanding forming, tentative but undeniable. For the first time since the outburst, she felt a flicker of hope. A possibility that they could move forward, together, without fear or resentment.

"I… I think we can do this," she said finally, her voice quiet but determined.

Zodiac felt a surge of relief and something else—a protective, possessive instinct that had always been there, simmering beneath the surface. "We will," he said firmly. "No matter what it takes, Gray. We will."

Her lips curved into a small smile, and for the first time in weeks, he allowed himself to breathe. They weren't fixed—far from it—but the first step had been taken. A tentative, fragile step into trust, understanding, and the bond that neither of them could deny.

And as he watched her, standing there with a mixture of fear, determination, and wonder, he realized something that both thrilled and terrified him: this was only the beginning. The road ahead would be dangerous, complicated, and unpredictable. But he didn't care. He would face it all for her. For his mate.

And Gray… she would learn that he wasn't just an Alpha. He was hers, in every sense of the word, and he would stop at nothing to prove it.

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