So from the very beginning when he made the choice, perhaps he was wrong, but he had no way out. He truly didn't know how to face it, he could only escape, yet even during those years he tried to escape, he never truly felt relaxed...
And now, nothing can be changed, everything cannot start over again.
In Han Si Que's heart, it feels like there's a stone that grows with time. The longer time passes, the bigger and heavier that stone becomes, until one day, it truly suffocates him.
Han Si Que looks up at the already gradually blue sky, yet he feels no brightness at all, instead it feels gloomy, like a storm is brewing, overwhelming him.
The sunshine in his life seemed to have completely vanished many years ago. From the day Su Yaogeng no longer smiled at him, he had lost all joy in this lifetime.
Han Si Que's eyes feel somewhat sore, he doesn't know if it's due to fatigue, or pain.
