"When I pulled the trigger, I didn't feel anything. The distance was too far, it was settled in an instant. We hurried to rescue the hostages, and once I stood before them, I vomited again. Yes, dear, I wasn't truthful with you initially. I said I threw up after eating tofu pudding and then didn't vomit again, but actually, I did vomit that time too."
Qian seemed to grasp a bit of why he chose to share a story he didn't want to tell anyone else with her today.
"I was down for a while. Even went through conversations with the psychology intervention team, but they couldn't detect anything."
"You belong to those who can resist therapy, so it's normal they couldn't find anything." Qian herself was such a person too, making any psychological issue hard to treat; being too clever isn't necessarily a good thing.
