The following is a diary entry of someone who once fought a Kaijin Lord in the Demon's Archive. He was the only survivor of a group of one thousand warriors.
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I used to have nightmares.
Terrible nightmares.
My grandmother once told me that nightmares are the way our inner selves train themselves in order to face the horrors of this world and the next.
That by exaggerating the very fears that held us back, our spirits can become stronger than even the finest of steel shields.
I used to believe that.
But what I saw happen that day, what I saw those monsters did to my brothers and sisters in arms, what they did to my master and my master's masters...was terrible.
Truly terrible.
The funny thing was that after that day, I never had nightmares again.
My friends, the ones that weren't part of the massacre, say that it was a sign that my spirit was now stronger than anything this world could throw at me.
