Every time I loved, I put a pinch of hate into it, because that's how I saw it when I was little.
I loved so much that there is nothing left of me.
Then I saw again, what was taken from me was thrown away.
I was a child again, I was angry.
I grew up stealing other people's and stuffing them in the trash.
They think I mourned my ruined sides, I raised them all.
We are the children of a terrible world, surrounded by oceans of oil and plastic in our stomachs.
We look at the sky, we wait for the rainbow.
However, all we get is cold hail.
I promised to tear down the walls.
I would destroy borders and make love to freedom.
But the walls came down on me, is that what you call pain?
I no longer have a homeland because I have destroyed it.
I wanted a home, I pierced my heart and placed you there.
We are the children of extinction,
And my heart was filled with pain.
The bloody rainbow in the sky smiles gently.
It smiles as gently as a murderer can smile.
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