Thinking about how she's been entangled with him for so many years, she really feels it's not worth it...
Hmm, could fifty million make up for the damage he caused to her heart by ignoring her for four years?
No...
He's well aware that money was never what mattered to her; even if he gave her half of his fortune, it couldn't compare to a call from him during those four years...
She would never understand that kind of pain, like a slow death, torturing her heart every day.
Throughout all these years they've known each other, he never gave her a bit of security or appeared when she needed him. It's her foolishness, her naiveness that led her to resolutely place him in her heart all those years, yet she finds it impossible to blame him.
Because he never had her in his life either; it was her father who forcibly pushed her towards him... So, he had no obligation to be responsible for her life.
