Fade wanted to blame someone for his actions and get an excuse to validate his own ego, but he could not find anyone to blame.
His neglect caused his parent's death; his own neglect caused him to not notice that the girl he liked and cared about was slowly succumbing to miasmic corruption.
He didn't care about anything or anyone; he kept thinking that everything in the world was for his sake and nothing could go wrong at all.
He kept thinking that he was the 'chosen one' and everything in the world would keep revolving around him.
The thought that his loved ones were suffering never even came to his mind as he was busy thinking about how to woo more girls and make a harem for himself.
He was busy thinking about how to take advantage of others and how to improve himself without needing too much effort.
His 'EXP' gaining mechanism also works in a very selfish and cruel way.
A person does not simply just get stronger randomly and get his talent increased.
