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Chapter 7 - chapter 7: I'm sorry

WARNING: adult scene. this is too much.

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I could not accept in myself that I touched  another sword that was not mine. Even if I say he have a shorts, I can still feel what shape it is.

"I can't believe I touched that. F***! I need dessert, Hanah? Her father is going to stop us. "

I wondered who would allow me to let go of my desire. That I think of Sora.

"Sora!"

Later on Sora appeared, she was naked. She stood covering her boob.

"Why do you always call me naked ha ! how badly  you want m------ "she appeared unhappy

I didn't let her finish what she was going to say. I hugged her tightly and we both fell down.

"What are you doing, let me go, did you call me to -------"she keep pinched my back

I licked her long ear so that she stopped speaking. Up, down, once bitten softly, a music in the head was heard again.

There is only one thing on my mind. this is how a woman feels, I stare at her body from foot to head. I don't care even if she gets angry, because I still can't believe what happened before.

I removed my clothes.

"W-w-what are you going to do?"she look at me like I'm not jun.

I ignored Sora, I sat in front of her and touched her hands.

"Sora, you are beautiful. Ah, I have nothing to say about the beauty and softness of your skin"

"I've been beautiful for a long time so let me go, if it's too late I g----"she looked at the sky.

Before she could finish what she was going to say I bit her long ears. An cute music in  my head. The tip of her ear was as if I had licked a lollipop at the same time.

"Ah, jun pls, ah,, don't bite my---" her voice gentle is keep me want to go too far.

I let go of one of her hands and I touched the other ear.

"Jun, ah, I can't do it anymore. Something feels good " she hold my hand while something coming out.

One of her hands was placed on my back and squeezed it. Then I let go of the other hand. She held on to the ground as if to fall. I stopped licking her ear and stared.

Tired as if running for a long time. Her breathing was fast and it was heavy.

"Jun, please stop it" she said while her hand place on her breast.

Her face, I could not bear, that I couldn't kissed her. So I licked her stomach. A soft music in my head. I licked her navel and she was restless.

"Pleease stop, I can't take it anymore" she push me but there is no strenght

I licked onto her stomach going up, I bumped into her melon, it was so soft like a cotton, I close my face to her face.

"Are you satisfied?" she said while her tears going to flow.

I didn't answer her so I kissed her. Her soft lips. it is as sweet as sweet. She was not resisting so I inserted my tongue into her. Her eyes widened and she bit it. It didn't hurt so I continued. I felt her swollen tongue so I licked it.

later on she feel something good. For a moment her body stiffened. I was still not satisfied so I touched her melon. A music in my head was heard.

"Jun, pleeease!"she shouted louder while she held my hand.

I still didn't listen to her so I kept licking her melon. There was a weak slap on my back.

"I don't want to! Let me go, please talk, I'll beg you" her voice like she does not have energy anymore.

I was still not satisfied so I took off my shorts and she saw my sword.

"W-w-what are you doing, jun you are going too far, it's not time yet to do this, I'm begging you please" she place her hand to her thigh.

I ignored her. I just kept going with what I was going to do. I Spread her leg. she's not resisting so I spread until her thigh was already on the ground.

I looked into her private, she's covering her private part with her hand. I would to touch her hand but. I looked at her, she was crying and it was as if I woke up in a nightmare.

I looked around as if I hadn't been on my own before. My lust for Sora prevailed.

"Are you satisfied" her gentle voice it feels,..

Sora could not stop her crying, her tears dripping.

"Sorry Sora, I don't know what I'm doing." while looking here crying.

"Sorry? What can you do your sorry, after your going to r**** me. I'm sorry?, this is not what I want" she become furious.

I looked at my hands. it's like I want the earth to swallow me "

"Sora, I don't know myself why I did that to you. I'm sorry" I looked in the sky.

*Jun 'even though I have a contract with you, this is not what I expected"her voice is not mad but for love even her tears keep flowing

I do not know what to say.

"What I expect from you is love. I want you to love me too much, it's not like you're just chasing my body. I'm not your slave, love me for who I am. "she is getting mad

"Sora"

"I thought you weren't like the other men my mother introduced me. You are just like them, you are only want my body "

"Sora! Sora! "

I had nothing to say to Sora but to call her name.

"I thought you would make my life happy but you didn't. I made the mistake of choosing you. You know why I was at the lake, beca ----- "

She stopped what she was saying and I approached to hugged her.

"Don't come near, I can't, Jun. I'm scared of you "

I don't know what to do.

"Sorry sora, what do you want me to do so you can forgive me"

"Then, kill yourself, right now!"

"Needle sword!"

I did not hesitate to stab myself with the needle sword. Sora would have stopped me but I stabbed myself. When I pulled the needle sword, blood came out of my stomach, I suddenly fell down.

I slowly closed my eyes and lost consciousness. Sora quickly covered my wound and applied a potion. My wound healed and I slowly opened my eyes. A face of Sora who was crying so much.

I raised my hand to wipe away her tears. She took my hand and hugged me.

"You baka! baka! baka! You will kill yourself in front of me. Jun you tortured me so much, you broke my heart "

"Sora, you said that you are afraid of me, I can't stand it. It's as if my heart is pierced, I don't want to, I don't want to, even if I want to turn back time. I can't change the fact that i'm going to r**** Sora please forgive me "

"I don't know what to do jun, I can't think properly. I'm sorry"

"Im the one who wrong forgive me"

I pat her head and hugged her tightly.

"Jun, I want us to stay like this"

About a few minutes later sora settled down and spoke.

"Jun!"

"Why?"

"Tell me you love me!"

"I love you so much my Sora"

She smiled even though I couldn't see. a minute ago we both calm down. I ask her what she was doing on the lake at midnight.

"You still remember that. My mom mad at me beacause I turned down another marriage contract, so I go to lake. Our family has a tradition, When a man sees our naked bodies we will get married. I put a barrier on the lake so that no one could get close, but you managed to get through to my barrier. I think you are a strong and good person. "

I pat her head and she continues to talk.

"Every time my mom introduces me, they always looking at my body"

"They say you are the strongest in Seimei no Kaze"

"that's not true. Here at Seime it is possible, in our area many more are strong. I'm just on lake for fun and when I'm upset with mom and dad "

"Where do you live?"

"In the Gen forest there is a floating island. A vast forest and here, we live elves. We should not be able to say this to anyone. So don't tell anyone if we still want to live "

"Sora, why did you tell me that!"

"Because you didn't hesitate to stab yourself. I realize that you are a good person and trustworthy, but your rudeness is over. why did you do that to me? "

"I fought a monster  they can change into a woman but they can't change their swords. I almost kissed him and I grabbed his sword. After all, I need a real woman. "

"So I'm the one you chose? Jun I know you can't accept what happened to you two. But for me. I do not know"

"Nothing happened to us"

"Okay! Okay"

Later on we both got up and she was going back to their house.

"Sora, I'm really sorry!"

"okay jun. just promise me not to repeat what you did before. Promise me never to kill yourself"

"I promise I won't repeat that. My last question, are you a princess? "

She just smiled and left. when she left, it was as if someone had taken my strength and fell down. I also lay down. For a few hours, I went home.

When I entered our door, my grandmother was waiting for me at the table. I stared at her. I knelt on the floor.

"Ha! ahaha!haha grandma I tried to r**** my Sora, hahaha!"

Suddenly my tears flowed.

"I did that to her. I kissed her forcibly. Her body was shaking, I did such a thing to her, ahaha"

Grandma stood up and just listened.

"I tried to r****My Sora, haha I scared her. Her eyes were terrified of me. Even if she has forgiven me I will never be able to forgive myself"

I was punching our floor.

"HAAAAAAAAAA! Grandma forgive me. Forgive me. Sora sorry, I know you forgave me but sorry, HAAAAAA! "

Grandma came up to me and hugged me.

"idiot! idiot! , let it out my son, your grandmother is here "

"HAAA! Grandma sorry! sorry! sorry Sora "

Grandma even hugged me tightly and patted my head.

"It's okay son. Don't think you're wrong. Think about how you can get along with her, okay! "

I just cried and cried. A few minutes ago I settled down. I wiped away my tears.

"Are you okay Jun? if you want me to take you to your room just say so "

"I'm okay grandma, I can go to my room alone. Thank you grandma you are here for me "

"It's okay son. Grandma is always here. Don't hesitate to ask your grandma for help, okay "

I went straight to my room to sleep. It's midnight and I can't sleep. Every time I close my eyes I see what I have done to Sora.

Her eyes were terrified, her body was shaking and she was afraid of me. I accepted to myself what I had done so I called sora.

"Sora!"

Sora appeared naked again.

"Jun! why do you always call me na--- "

Before I finished saying that, I hugged her. "

"Sora, sorry! Sorry! "

"I forgave you jun, earlier"

I looked into her eyes. It was back to normal and I hugged her again.

"Soura. Please let us sleep together"

"Whaaat! Are you crazy already. You will really prove that you are only after my body "

"Please! just today. when I close my eyes you are the one I see, very scared of me. So please. sleep with me "

"no! even you begged me I cant!"

"Please! I' show you that I'm not that kind of man"

I forced her to let us sleep together and she agreed. While lying down, the two of us faced each other. I held her hand

"Soura, your eyes are beautiful"

She just looked at me.

"Soura!"

I hugged her.

"Jun, you're really just chasing my body. I hope I don't agree to sleep with you "

"Soura! Wait! I want us to stay like this first. Can't you sleep too? "

"How can I sleep, when I close my eyes you are the one I see, you are stabbing yourself, don't throw you life because of a girl"

"Sorry about that"

"Did you made promise to another girl?"

"why?

"you have a ring, how many girls do you have?"

"my Sora, Hanah, and Shina, if I marry Shina Megumi and Himiko will be my wife too"

We just talked for a while

and later we both fell asleep.

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