Even though many aspects of daily life, when spoken about now, might be ridiculed as overly extravagant, she simply feels more and more lonely, like a clown, like a puppet on strings.
After attending many social occasions, she found them extremely tedious.
The most interesting memory of her childhood in a past life was having a tutor who helped her grow sunflowers.
She never liked socializing, from her past life to this one.
Fortunately, in this life, she can choose her own way of living.
But in her past life, she could never refuse her family's demands and expectations, and had to agree to many social events they wanted her to attend.
Back then, as long as she agreed in principle to attend social events with her family, she needed to ensure there were no mistakes at those gatherings.
She twisted her own desires, endured inner torment, and forced herself to complete tasks well, time and time again.
