Nancy's hand is very soft, and also very weak.
It's not just Godfery Shaw; even Sophie Allen could easily break free if she tried.
Yet Godfery Shaw seemed to be firmly held, unable to move.
At this moment, Godfery Shaw was experiencing an intense internal conflict.
If he were in a state of losing control as Julius Shaw, upon seeing Nancy Allen, he would impulsively take her away, disregarding anyone who might try to stop him, forever hiding her.
But as the dominant personality, Godfery Shaw, during the five years of waiting, gradually transitioned from his initial obsession to fear, to painful self-reproach, thinking he had harmed Nancy. His approach, his so-called love for her, was hurting her.
The more he waited, the more afraid he became.
The sight of Nancy falling in a pool of blood became an enduring nightmare for Godfery Shaw over these five years.
