I am trying to be a better person than i was before but i feel it's so hard to do it so i mean it's easy to say but it's difficult to do because changing a habit is not easy and it's really needed big effort on it and you really to be patient to face everything you might be got on the way there.
I was really trying, and many people is still not believing me with anything because they worried that i will screw up again even i say to them many times that i was not the same person as i was before and i am already changing even its not 100% but i do already changing so the only thing i want from is to trust me that i can change.
Because i also understand that different people got a different perspective about you and actually, they believe that you already change but they are just not sure and don't want you got hurt and being down again for the second time.