After talking with her doctor, she started realising that she really craved power just because she felt powerless in her childhood.
"I have seldom cried in front of Jack and Henry, and yesterday, I looked like a mess, a pile of tears. Sadness, anger, shame, guilt, worry, confusion, protective instincts, everything just overloaded my senses. Also…" stammered Journee. She didn't know if she should tell everything to her doctor.
"Go on!" nudged Greg.
"When I saw Dad fainting, and David was working on him, I ran away, and I was crying on the stairs when… Archie came. I kissed him and we… we almost had sex. I just wanted to get rid of every feeling I was having. I just wanted to stop crying. And I am ashamed of that," said Journee.
"Why? Ashamed that you almost had sex. But you like sex," said Greg. Journee was impressed with the doctor that he didn't judge her for having sexual desires or that she was going to have sex with someone in the open.
