*Bianca*
Well, that went well. It was a pointless endeavor. Maybe it was not. It taught me a lesson. Maybe I should listen to my head instead of my heart. But, had it been my heart telling me to follow him? No, it had been my head.
If I had been using my head more often, my heart would not be so involved now. I would not be in love with a man I could not trust. Was it really love if I could not trust him? I did not know how to answer that question.
All I knew was that he’d gotten the drop on me, and I was sick at heart that he knew I did not trust him. maybe It was time for him to know. Maybe it was time for me to stop pretending with him and myself.
A part of me was so angry with him. I could not believe that he had seen me following him. I just wanted to know what was going on. I did not understand everything that was happening around me.
