*Bianca*
I did it.
I couldn’t believe I actually did it.
Things had seemed so hopeless.
My brain buzzed and the whole world seemed to be falling away as I just allowed myself to relax for the first time in hours. Everything still hurt but there was a strange sense of peace that was washing over me now that my two little ones were finally here.
Two.
I couldn’t believe that either.
I had been preparing for just one baby for the past several months and now, there would be two new little ones for me the nurse and to hold.
My heart felt that much bigger, easily ready to accommodate both my son and my daughter.
My whole body felt heavy and like it was pulsing from all of the exertions it went through. I tried to move but I felt as if a ton of bricks was lying on top of me, pinning me in place. Even breathing caused pain to radiate through me.
And still, I was in complete bliss.
