*Leo*
As I awoke the next morning, waves of multiple emotions came rushing in as I remembered what happened last night. I wished I could remain asleep so I didn’t have to feel all this at once. It was a mixture of guilt, fear, worry, and doubt.
I felt guilty for how I acted last night towards Bianca when I thought she was pregnant. Having a baby was the last thing we needed right now. The absolute last thing. I had no idea what the hell would have happened if she would have said yes to being pregnant.
As for the feeling of fear, I feared the residue of my outburst was going to stick with Bianca. I feared she wasn’t going to forgive me so easily. I wouldn’t be surprised if she appeared to be mad at me when she woke up.
I worried that there could be something wrong with Bianca the way she had been throwing up randomly. I worried that there was a possibility that she could be lying to me.
