Chapter VIII: The Grimleal
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The road to the Plegian border had a particular quality in the morning light — dry, wide, honest about what it was. It did not suggest that the journey would be comfortable or brief. It simply presented itself as the distance between here and there, and the Shepherds moved along it in the loose, practiced formation of people who have been moving together long enough that the formation happens without anyone calling for it.
The conversation among the men had been developing for about twenty minutes when it reached the point where everyone involved was beginning to understand that it was not going to remain tactical.
"Did anyone else," Roy said, with the studied casualness of someone launching something and giving it time to land, "notice that the women's tent was lit until quite late last night? And rather... animated?"
The responses to this were varied and telling.
Xander, who had been attending to his blade with the focused attention of a man who takes good care of things he values, paused. His eyes moved — briefly, specifically — toward the pegasus stables where Cordelia was preparing her mount. "Their laughter carried across the camp," he said, and left whatever he intended by that unstated.
Frederick maintained his forward gaze with the precision of a man who has decided not to engage with the implication present in a question. "I'm certain the discussion was strategic in nature. Appropriate battlefield conduct. That sort of thing."
"Strategic matters," Valvahdern said, and his tone had the subtle quality it occasionally acquired — the one that lived underneath his composure, the dry observation beneath the formal surface. "That required quite that volume of giggling."
"Your assessment is consistent with mine," Lon'qu said, surprising everyone by contributing to the conversation at all. He was looking at the road ahead and not at any of them, but he was still present in a way he usually wasn't when the topic of women arose. "Though I note," he added, after a moment, "that the tea leaves you sourced this morning were a different variety than yesterday's, Valvahdern. The Lady Maribelle seemed to approve."
A beat of silence.
"The proper preparation of morning provisions," Valvahdern said, carefully, "is a matter of courtesy to one's allies."
"Three hours," Xander said.
"I beg your pardon?"
"Three hours. Yesterday. Sorting leaves."
Valvahdern's posture was exemplary. "Quality requires attention."
"As does," Odyn said, his voice carrying the dry quality it used when he was committing to something, "calculating the exact altitude adjustments required to ensure proper warmth retention in a particular cup across a measured distance at a given ambient temperature."
"That is," Valvahdern began.
"Something you explained to me for approximately twelve minutes last Tuesday," Odyn said.
The road continued.
"Says the man," Frederick said, with the dignity of someone deploying a counterargument, "whose gaze has drifted three times toward the section of the perimeter where a certain masked swordsman was last observed."
Odyn's expression did not change in the way of a person who has been caught. It changed in the way of a person who has been seen clearly and is deciding how to respond to that. "There's something about her that I haven't resolved yet," he said, simply. "It's not — it's not what you're implying. It's something else. Something I don't have the right word for yet."
"The right word," Roy said, with the wisdom of a younger brother who has been accumulating material, "tends to arrive faster than we expect and later than we're ready for."
"Speaking from experience?" Odyn asked.
"Speaking from having observed you all for two months," Roy said.
"Speaking from supply tents," Xander corrected, which was exact enough that Roy didn't argue.
Lon'qu had been quiet through this exchange in a different way than his usual quiet — more present, more turned toward the conversation, the quality of someone who is listening because they are genuinely interested rather than because leaving would require more effort than staying. "She doesn't — " he said, and then stopped, and then, after a pause that was the pause of someone choosing accuracy over ease: "Hailfire. She doesn't make it difficult to be present." He looked at the road ahead. "Most people do, without knowing it. She doesn't."
No one made a joke of this, which was the right choice.
"No pretense," Frederick said, quietly, with the recognition of one person acknowledging another person's accurate observation.
"None," Lon'qu confirmed.
"Some people," Valvahdern said, and the quality of his voice had shifted — the formality present but not in charge, something underneath it that was more honest than formal — "are simply themselves, precisely and completely, and that is an extremely rare thing." He paused. "Lady Maribelle is — she is precise and demanding and entirely specific, and she knows her mind completely, and she does not pretend otherwise for anyone's comfort. Including her own." A pause. "I find that I—" He stopped.
"Yes," Frederick said.
"Yes," Valvahdern agreed.
Roy looked between them both with the expression of someone who has just watched two men say something significant using very few words and has found this unexpectedly moving. He cleared his throat. "This is the most emotional I've ever heard either of you be."
"And you," Xander said, looking at Roy with the specific attention of an older brother who has been waiting to deploy something, "are going to continue not noticing how you catch Lissa whenever gravity proposes and she accepts, and calling it coincidence, for how much longer exactly?"
"I don't—I'm simply—there's a— *reflexes,*" Roy said. "It's just reflexes."
"You caught her yesterday before she'd finished the process of starting to fall," Xander said. "That is not reflexes. Reflexes respond to events. You anticipated the event."
"I'm observant—"
"Of her, specifically, yes."
The march continued, and the conversation continued with it — elastic, good-natured, carrying more weight than it seemed to on the surface, the way conversations among people who are about to go into something dangerous tend to carry more weight than they seem to. What was actually being said, underneath the teasing and the counterarguments and the studied deflections, was something simpler: *we know. we see. we're here.*
Sully, passing the group on her way to the forward column, caught a fragment of the exchange and looked at Kellam. "What do you suppose has gotten into them?"
"Hard to say," Kellam said, in his particular way of being audible to people directly beside him and invisible to everyone else. "Though it reminds me of us, a little. All that careful dancing around, trying to figure out if the other person—"
"We were not like that," Sully said.
"We were exactly like that," Kellam said.
Sully thought about it. "Fair enough," she said, and kept marching.
Near the rear of the column, Miriel had been documenting the social dynamics of the group in her journal with the clinical interest of a scholar who has found an unexpectedly rich research environment. "The pair-bonding patterns within this unit are structurally fascinating," she murmured.
Stahl, who was beside her because he was generally beside her now, the same way he was generally wherever she was, which he had mostly stopped examining because the examination produced more questions than the situation required, said: "That's one way of describing it."
"What would be another way?" she asked, genuinely curious.
He thought about it. "Love is in the air."
She looked at him over her spectacles with the expression she wore when she was deciding whether a hypothesis was testable. "That's an extremely imprecise formulation."
"It is," he agreed. "But I think it's right."
She made a note in her journal. He noticed she wrote it without further argument, which was Miriel's form of agreement.
Young Ricken had been attempting to maintain the bearing of a serious combat mage, which was complicated by the fact that Saibyrh was walking beside him and had just said something about his spell theory that was both correct and interesting and now he needed to respond without his voice doing the thing it kept doing when she spoke to him directly.
"The resonance principle you're describing," he managed, at approximately the right pitch, "is something I've been thinking about actually, because the interval between the charge and the release has this — " His voice opted for the wrong pitch on *release.* He powered through it with the determination of a young man who has decided he is going to have this conversation properly if it kills him. "— this window where the efficiency is highest, and if you're accounting for the terrain's conductivity—"
"Yes," Saibyrh said, with the calm attention of someone who is genuinely interested, "exactly. I've been working with that window for counter-spell timing. Would you—" She paused. "When we make camp tonight, would you have time to go over my calculations?"
Ricken said yes at approximately twice the appropriate speed. Then said it again at the appropriate speed. Saibyrh smiled and returned to her own notes, and Ricken stared at the road ahead with the expression of a person processing something privately.
"Gods," said Gaius, from where he was walking approximately too close to where Sumia was leading her Pegasus, "is everyone in this outfit in love with someone? It's like marching through a romance novel."
"Says the man," Donnel said cheerfully, from somewhere nearby, "who's been making sure Stumbles gets the good sugar cubes every morning."
"*Stumbles* likes them," Gaius said. "I simply — Sumia's pegasus has preferences, and I'm thorough about—" He stopped. Panne, walking beside Donnel, twitched one ear in the direction of Gaius in the precise manner of someone making a small and devastating comment without using words.
"You are all," Gaius said to the general air, "insufferable."
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Seraphina had been polishing the same section of her vambrace for a while.
She was aware of this, and was aware that the awareness wasn't stopping her, because the hand doing the polishing was operating independently of the part of her mind that was elsewhere — specifically, in the supply tent three weeks ago, and in the moment on the border patrol a week before that, and in a dozen small moments that she kept returning to without deciding to, the way you return to a path because it is the one your feet know.
The Feroxi plains gave way to sandier ground as they pushed south, and the change in terrain was something she registered and noted and was not entirely attending to.
Frederick had taken that arrow.
She had replayed this more times than she was comfortable admitting. Not the event itself — she had processed the event; she was a warrior and she processed events — but the words that had come after, in the clinical language of a man who had been trained to precise honesty and was using that training to say something that was not clinical at all. *I found myself unwilling to take that risk.* She had been tending the wound when he said it and his hand had caught hers and held it, and in the holding there had been something that she recognized as significant and had not known yet what to do with.
She had known what to do with it since then.
The gradual shift had been visible to anyone paying attention, which the Shepherds were, because people who survive together become unavoidably attentive to each other. The training sessions that had started as a practical exchange of techniques and become something else. The evenings in the supply tent that had started as administrative necessity and become something else. The morning tea, prepared without being asked, in the dark elven blend that she had mentioned once in passing that Frederick had apparently filed under things worth remembering.
The supply tent, three weeks ago.
She had been studying the Plegian maps and he had been doing the inventory and the lantern had been burning low, and the easy silence between them — the kind that had developed over weeks of being in the same space and discovering that the other person's presence was something you could simply exist in — had shifted. She still wasn't entirely sure who had moved first. Perhaps they both had. Perhaps it was the kind of thing that doesn't have a first-mover, the kind that simply happens when two people have been careful long enough and find themselves, in one moment, not careful.
The kiss had been tentative on her part and frozen on his, for the one terrible second before he wasn't frozen at all.
She had not run. This was something she was still quietly proud of. She had stayed, and met his eyes, and said what was true: *I don't regret it.* The smile that had arrived on his face then — the one she had not seen before, the one that was entirely his without any of the professional architecture — had done something permanent to how she thought about his face.
"Lady Seraphina."
She looked down at her vambrace. Then she looked up.
Frederick had fallen into step beside her with the naturalness of someone who has found a position and considers it his. Their arms nearly touched. This had stopped being remarkable several weeks ago, which was itself remarkable.
"Reviewing patrol patterns," she said, because she was committed to this explanation.
"In that same section of vambrace, yes." He did not quite smile. His voice did. "There's a Ylissean maintenance technique I've been meaning to demonstrate that might be — "
"If you say *efficient,*" she said, "I will demonstrate a dark elven defensive maneuver you haven't seen yet."
"Then I'll simply note," he said, with the controlled warmth she had learned to hear underneath his precision, "that whatever you were thinking about, it appears to agree with you."
She looked at him. The afternoon light found the angle of his face that she had started to understand she would go looking for in rooms. "How very diplomatic of you, Sir Frederick."
"I have my moments."
She allowed herself to hold his gaze for a breath longer than strictly necessary. "You have rather more than moments," she said, and returned her attention to the road before the observation could become anything she wasn't ready to say in the middle of a march column.
His exhale, beside her, was the exhale of a man who has received something and is handling it with appropriate care.
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The desert announced itself before it arrived, the way deserts do — the gradual shift in the air, the change in the sound underfoot, the specific light that sand produces as the sun works with it rather than against it. By the time the pass into Plegian territory opened before them, the ground was already hot and pale and entirely honest about its intentions.
The enemy had prepared their position well. The forces they encountered were not random — they were deployed with the specific intelligence of people who had been told what was coming and had used the information properly. Chrom assessed the field from the approach with Falchion already cleared and Robin already counting.
"Their mage support is positioned for the approach corridor," Robin said, his eyes moving across the terrain with the systematic speed of someone translating visual information directly into tactical decisions. "They're expecting us to press the center."
"So we don't press the center," Odyn said.
"We appear to press the center," Robin corrected. "While the actual pressure comes from the flanks, which means the dark elven cavalry needs to — "
"Already see it," Seraphina said. She had pulled up alongside Robin with the map open, her finger finding the line. "The sand favors our mounts over theirs. If Frederick and I take the northern flank and Xander and Valvahdern take the southern—"
"You split the mage support's targeting," Robin confirmed, "and Chrom has a clear line to the command position."
Then she saw the young man standing in the middle of the field.
The recognition was immediate, the way the recognition of family is always immediate regardless of context — her brain cut through every layer of tactical assessment and produced simply: *Alek.* Her youngest brother, standing with the specific upright posture of someone who has been trained by the same people who trained her, protecting a girl who was clearly very young in the way of something that was very old.
"Frederick," she said, low.
"I see him," Frederick said. He had, she realized, already seen him — the slight tension in Frederick's bearing that she had learned to read as *personal concern being managed alongside professional responsibility* was already present.
"I won't leave formation to reach him," she said, because she needed to say it, because it was important to her that he knew she had made that decision rather than having it made for her.
"I know," he said. "We go together. The flank assignment already takes us in his direction."
He said it without ceremony, as a tactical fact, and she recognized what it actually was, which was something considerably more than a tactical fact.
They moved.
The battle in the sand had the quality of a thing that had been prepared carefully and was now being responded to by people who were better at responding than the preparers had accounted for. Seraphina's mount moved through the terrain with the ease of its breeding — dark elven horses had been developed in environments not dissimilar to this, with hooves that read unstable ground and strides that adapted without prompting. Frederick's horsemanship compensated for his mount's disadvantage with the thoroughness of thirty years of expertise, and between his skill and her horse's breeding they maintained formation through the worst of the terrain.
"Hostile casters at four and seven!" she called, her tactical voice running independently of the other part of her mind that was tracking Alek's position across the field.
"Seen," Frederick confirmed, and they crossed paths — their mounts sliding past each other in the trained maneuver they had been practicing, her blade catching arrows meant for him, his lance deflecting fire meant for her.
She had watched Alek during this. He was holding his own, which was not nothing. He had a precision in his casting that spoke of study rather than field experience, but he was adapting, and the girl beside him — young-looking, ancient-feeling, with eyes that had been watching things longer than most of the continent had existed — moved with the practiced ease of someone who had survived a great deal and had opinions about continuing to do so.
Then the crest appeared.
It flared on Alek's forehead with the specific quality that the power took when it was responding to an urgency rather than being called deliberately — not the controlled manifestation she produced in combat but the raw version, the one that emerged from something deeper than training. The blast of it that answered the mage moving on the girl's flank was decisive, and the mage understood this and retreated, and Alek stood in the aftermath looking slightly surprised at his own hands.
She recognized that expression. She had worn it the first time the power had come fully, years ago, in a situation she had not expected and had not chosen.
"Your form is as good as always," Frederick said beside her, and the personal warmth in the formal observation was entirely for her.
"I had an excellent teacher," she said. And then, because she was thinking about it: "He was always in the libraries. Even as a child — anytime something happened he didn't understand, he went looking for the text that explained it." She ducked a fire spell that had been aimed at Frederick, who adjusted his position in response to her movement without needing to be told. "Whatever brought him here, there will be a book at the bottom of it."
"Speaking of explanations," Robin's voice carried across their flank position as the enemy formation began to fold, "the main force is breaking. Push through — we need to reach Nowi before they regroup."
"Alek!" Seraphina called, when they had closed the distance enough for her voice to carry.
Her brother's head came up. The recognition was instant and his expression completed several reactions simultaneously — relief, surprise, the specific sheepish look of someone who knows they are about to be asked questions they are not ready to answer.
"Whatever you were doing here," she said, arriving at a range where formality between siblings ceased to function, "we will discuss it thoroughly. For now — stay close to the manakete and move when I signal."
"There's really quite a reasonable explanation—" Alek began.
"*Alek.*"
"Of course, sister."
Nowi, who had been watching this exchange with the bright, assessing attention of something that had outlived several civilizations and had opinions about people, looked between Seraphina and Frederick and then at the way their mounts were positioned, and something in her ancient-young eyes understood something she decided not to say yet.
The enemy's commander — a man named Chalard, who had made the specific error of believing that his superior numbers would translate to a superior position — found this belief challenged comprehensively over the following twenty minutes. Frederick's lance was definitive. Seraphina's blade artes were specific and thorough. Between the dark elven cavalry and the Shepherds pressing from every viable angle, the defensive structure that had seemed formidable from the approach revealed itself as the thing that defensive structures without adequate flexibility reveal themselves as when engaged by flexible attackers.
When it was over, the desert was quiet in the way deserts are quiet — completely, without the lingering resonance of stone or wood.
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The camp they made in the late afternoon had the dusty, satisfied quality of a day's hard work completed. Nowi had already designated a specific patch of ground near the supply line as hers, on grounds that were unclear but non-negotiable, and Alek had settled beside her with the practiced ease of someone who has been adjusting to non-negotiable designations for a while and found them, on balance, preferable to negotiable ones.
The evening fire found Seraphina, Frederick, and Alek in a configuration that included tea — Frederick had, without announcement, produced the necessary provisions from somewhere, and this had gone without comment from anyone, because at this point the comment would have been redundant.
Nowi was asleep against Alek's shoulder. She had fallen asleep with the specific trust of something that does not offer trust casually and had decided this was a place where it was available.
"After the kingdom fell," Alek said, his voice at the register for things said quietly over a fire to people who already know the context, "Father and Mother were concerned. They received reports of you — scattered reports, secondhand accounts, nothing reliable." He looked at his tea. "Father kept the calm face. You know how he is."
"I know how he is," Seraphina confirmed.
"Mother was more direct. She had been having visions — the kind she gets when something important is converging, not the steady background kind. She kept saying *dragon power and old magic,* and Father thought it meant I should take my research in a specific direction, and—" He paused, adjusting his position slightly to keep Nowi comfortable. "And then I heard the rumors about Plegia. A girl being sold. What the Grimleal wanted with her." His voice had lost its academic quality. "The texts spoke of the connection between our power and the manaketes — ancient marriages, shared histories, the resonance between the bloodlines. I thought I was going to find an academic connection." He looked at Nowi, and the look was the kind that argues with scholarship by simply existing. "I found something else."
"When you found her," Frederick said, carefully, "the crest appeared without being called."
"The moment I saw what they were doing to her, yes." Alek's voice was flat in the way it went when he was being precise about something that made him angry. "They were forcing her to transform. For entertainment. A thousand-year-old being, and they were using her for entertainment." He was quiet for a moment. "I don't remember deciding anything. The power simply arrived and I used it."
"That's how it works," Seraphina said, "when it's responding to something that matters completely."
Alek looked at her. "When did yours — "
"The first time the kingdom was threatened," she said. "I hadn't trained it properly yet. It came all the way and I didn't know how to control it and Father had to spend three weeks helping me learn to bring it down gradually." She looked at the fire. "The power is connected to what we care about. That's what Mother always said — it can be trained and directed, but the core of it belongs to the thing that matters most."
Nowi made a small sound in her sleep and turned her face into Alek's shoulder, and he went very still until she settled.
"She asked me yesterday," he said, after a moment, "what I meant by forever. She said no one had promised her that before. Not in all the years." He looked down at her. "I meant it when I said it. I want to be clear about that — I'm not — it's not—"
"I know," Seraphina said.
"I'm aware of the complications. She has centuries I don't have. Our lifespans are longer than humans, but not—" He stopped. "But for whatever time I have, it's hers. If she wants it that way." He looked up. "Is that—"
"That sounds like something worth honoring," Frederick said, in the specific, quiet tone he used for things he believed completely. He looked at Alek with the direct attention of a man who measures people accurately and has finished his measurement. "Whatever she decides she wants, the promise itself speaks well of the person who made it."
Alek looked at him for a moment in the assessing way he had always looked at things he was trying to understand. "You're not—you're not what I expected," he said. "Reading about Sir Frederick of the Shepherds in the reports, I expected someone more—"
"Rigid?" Frederick offered.
"I was going to say *inflexible.*"
"Many people make that assessment," Frederick said. There was self-awareness in it rather than defensiveness. "They're not entirely wrong about the starting point."
"He has a gift for revision," Seraphina said, and the warmth in it was entirely personal.
Frederick looked at her with the expression she had come to know — the one that existed underneath all the formal architecture, the one that was simply his. Alek noticed this exchange with the thoroughness of a scholar cataloguing a primary source.
"Mother will want to know everything," Alek said. "When we send word. She always said Sarai would find her destiny in Ylisse — she's been saying it since before any of you considered coming here. I'm not sure she anticipated—" his gesture took in the camp, the Shepherds, the specific configuration of his sister and the Ylissean knight, "—this specific shape."
"Aunt Hyuuan's visions," Seraphina said, "have never been wrong about the important things."
"They haven't," Alek agreed. He looked at the fire for a while, and then across the camp to where Odyn was going over patrol assignments with the focused quiet of a man who gives everything his full attention. "Roy — Thallion — how is he? Truly."
"Thallion," Seraphina smiled at the childhood name. "He'll tell you not to call him that."
"He'll always be Thallion to Father." Alek smiled too, briefly. "And Sarai?"
Seraphina looked toward the far side of the camp, where Sarai sat beside Chrom in the specific configuration they had settled into — not touching, as they were in company, but oriented toward each other in the way of people who are always slightly more aware of one person than anyone else in the room. "Sarai is — " she considered how to say it accurately. "She is exactly herself. She has found someone worth protecting, which is the thing that makes her most fully herself, and he has found someone who sees him rather than his station, which is what he needed. They suit each other."
"The Prince of Ylisse," Alek said. "Mother is going to have a very long conversation with Father about this."
"Uncle Berethon is going to have a very long conversation with Chrom," Seraphina said, "about courtship protocols."
"While quoting the relevant ancient precedents," Alek confirmed.
"All seventeen of them," she agreed.
Frederick, who had been listening to this with the quiet attention of a man absorbing something that matters, spoke carefully. "If it would help — when the time comes for those conversations — I have some familiarity with navigating formal discussions of this kind."
Seraphina looked at him. "That is an extremely diplomatic way of offering to help manage my uncle."
"I have my moments," he said, which was what he always said when he was being warmer than his training allowed him to say directly.
Nowi stirred, opened one eye, looked at the three of them with the assessing calm of something that has been alive long enough to read rooms very accurately, and said: "Alek's thinking loud again," and went back to sleep.
Alek looked at her with the expression he had whenever she did this — the specific, helpless, entirely genuine expression of a person who has found something they were not looking for and cannot now imagine not having found.
Seraphina caught Frederick's eye and he was already looking at her, and in the exchange that passed between them was the recognition of two people seeing something true, which was the same recognition they had in the supply tent, and on the border patrol, and in every small accumulated moment that had become the thing they were now.
"Family," Alek said, quietly. "That's what she called us. *We're family now, right?* She said it in her sleep, before tonight, when she woke up from a nightmare. Just — stated it, like a fact she was confirming."
"She's not wrong," Seraphina said.
"No," Alek agreed. "She's not." He looked at the fire. "Strange, how this works. We came to Ylisse carrying everything we'd lost. And somehow, along the way — without specifically intending to—"
"We found something else," Seraphina said.
The fire crackled. The camp held its nighttime sounds — the Shepherds' familiar rhythms, the guards moving on rotation, the distant sounds of a world that was still complicated and dangerous and would continue to be both of those things.
"Still," Alek said, reaching for his remaining tea, "I should probably have written a letter before crossing a continent. I acknowledge that."
"You should have written a letter," Seraphina confirmed.
"The texts were very time-sensitive."
"Write a letter next time."
"Of course, sister." He paused. "Frederick — have you and my sister established any formal framework for — "
"Alek," Seraphina said.
"I'm asking as a scholar—"
"I will demonstrate the defensive maneuver I mentioned earlier."
"The maneuver she mentioned," Frederick told Alek, solemnly, "is not one you want demonstrated on you. I have been briefed."
Alek looked between them — the composed knight and the warrior princess, sitting close enough that their shoulders nearly touched without either of them moving away from it — and the scholar's smile he had been suppressing throughout this conversation finally arrived.
"Well," he said, "the ancient texts do say that dark elven-Ylissean bonds historically tend to manifest with some intensity once they take hold."
"Good night, Alek," Seraphina said.
"There are seventeen recorded precedents — "
"*Good night.*"
"— and six of them involve court proceedings that I could walk you through at any time you're ready."
"I will wake Nowi," Seraphina said.
"She is sleeping."
"I will tell her it's morning."
Alek considered this threat, recognized its credibility, and decided that discretion was both the scholarly and the surviving choice. "Good night, sister," he said. "Frederick. We'll continue this discussion tomorrow."
"Looking forward to it," Frederick said.
He sounded like he meant it, which was the thing about Frederick that Seraphina had discovered and continued to find remarkable — he generally meant what he said, exactly as much as he said it, and sometimes rather more. It was a quality that deserved more appreciation than the world generally gave it, and she intended to give it its due.
She would tell him that tomorrow. There were a great many tomorrows ahead of them, for the moment, which was not a thing she intended to take for granted.
She intended, she had decided, to make very good use of all of them.
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To be continued...
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