they have been something strange about me, every sense of my evolution they is this feeling of something in me wanting or desiring more like I can't have enough, I did not realize this until the time I started to hunt down the Scorpion.
I could tell the direction of vailable objects if they are close by some times it is like it call to me and even knows it is just a copper coin I took it into my space.
I once even went on a looking for scorpion habits Stelling all their golds, silver, and anything available inside that is why even when I kill lower monsters I take some of their available parts with me not letting go of the smallest of them.
I once even tried to think of what will happen if my things were stolen like how I did to others and for some reason and anger in me erupted like a volcano almost sending me on a rampage before I realize that they were a problem with my behavior.
I wasn't this materialistic so where did all this come from, after that, I realize my behavior was unknowingly following a certain pattern which is that I always go in the direction that will end up leading to a scorpion cave full of Treasure which is sometimes money or weapons.
it was at that moment, I knew that I had something wrong I ask my inner voice and it said that nothing was wrong.
I refer to the question of why I needed so many materials, I did not get a response immediately but after some time of waiting I wanted to give up an answered came say 'this is because it is my treasure they do not deserve to have a such good thing so I should take it they should appreciate that I am not taking their life instead because it is my natures'.
I got space out about the response what nature does that means that this spice of undead has another vailable apart from the undead goddess?
after questioning my inner voice I found out that this spice of undead I am has a thing for vailable objects, they just like taking vailable objects and keeping them to their self doing things to them like sleeping on them or just looking at them gives them satisfaction the more they have the more satisfied they will be.
here the bad thing is they always want but never give their hunger can't be satisfied, I also have an inborn skill to look for valuable treasures at a certain distance which I don't know.
the skill can even tell which part is good or not of a dead scorpion and even help me find the monster crystal.
I tried living some gold behind and going away but the next day I find myself unknown walking in that direction.
even some pieces of rock from the golem were seen as a treasure which I think is some kind of ore so I kept it, I have gone back to my coffin two times now to drop off some spoils of battle however this was because of the many things I found especially gold and silver.
this feeling cloud my judgment something but that does not mean that I am out of control or only need some insight to get the thing on the right track.
As for the undead goddess, these species see her as a great treasure they should have at all costs but at the same time a thing that only they should have to their self so they dislike group work or activity.
it's kind of weird that they were such an undead or are they sometimes affecting me I don't know and really can't wast any more brain power on this so I just let it be.
in the long run, it is not such a bad thing to have a permanent Treasure hunting skill so I call the skill after the feeling I have of its greed.
this may sound out of place but it is really what I felt the skill represents even when I ask the inner voice it did not answer me.