Quite distance forfeited sidewalks, completely Thrusted by some individuals pace in haste, Even in such one moment, he's weight completely cracked the Tiled sidewalk of Rusted Ash. He Becalm sooner than others presence could Beal him. Even his embarrassing moments couldn't lift his " lilt" on his chin of shine. He thoroughly compelled himself as of soon dusted of his apparel, and moved along with mellow. Sooner he found himself of very exact place of his interest. This all was been continuously been descry, In fact they were just completely opposite of same road. That individual was climbing on that inclined sidewalk, whereas Miles and Emma were descending. Times for miles weren't served very appealing appearance, specially this morning. But his eyes caught this riveting sites, necessarily need not for his contemplation, in more attentive manner, he did not only pushed himself on that scenario but Emma too. Whom he wasn't very talkative or would've been suitable word gibberting. Since morning conflicting his schedule to commotion before, but without much of thoughts he had to pull her off before. This wasn't very odd of a behaviour for Emma, so without much of interest she grumbled bit oneself, and afterwards found herself engrossed to the person miles was directing, maelstrom on Quarlin street was as if peccary were roaming around, Even if the reason was quite befitting as every individual scheduled themselves towards their home, and some to their work. But this didn't left miles to curse this for blocking his proper view, to that person in rush, moreover he was now felt as following embossed commemorate of these situations, nonetheless he had already pushed Emma, who was Distance ahead of his shadow, to the remain of his site. Closely both felt engrossed following the conk of their wait, when he met the reason of his mellowed mien. She was person of renowned family. Both Evan and Emma agreed upon sight. They were vastly standing as inquisitive, contemplating to neglect the unreserved pedestrians. Along ornate as cullied their presence, But their interest was halted by their distance upfront conversation of those parties lose their will as they approached near them; But Mostly they were able to wrench their desire at degrees of miniscule light, that; she wore long hat of quilt of blue furry bird. Her hat was long enough to complete her identity as anonymous, exceptional remaining on that individual and the horse cart master of that enriched/ lavish Drawn by two of a high-breed enormous in height. In front of her he was appearing as individual of very little to be worth, he's tangled sleeves, his feebly scrounged shoes, with motile responses and scrubby hair. But his appearance wasn't bother by Lady of renowned. In fact she seems to enjoying his company by asking various question, from many, one was obvious it was " what took him this long, just after asking if you didn't wanted to be late, should've followed time and of course along with responding to that fact that he fell, are you hurt too?", She lowered her presence exactly before that individual was again about to fall, at the highest mark of that inclined sidewalk besides " zicck's Barber and opposite of a CAFE." At least this much of what both Emma and miles able to comprehend, or should say they were making a verbal output of what they were seeing without an actual idea.
As dire perpetual vision dim on their lit, masses of streets lamps stated their situations of being rest to operational. Simultaneously provenance of various din about to inundate their hearings; Noises of heavy booted shoes sole, caused thrusting on the surface of white, heavily imbed of flattened Stones with quivering echo, followed by carts drawn by sole-pulled horse, passengers of non- identical seated on those. In some corner of the street busier hotels of none to have any valuable remembrance, about to fill for their last and busiest hours, the person in charge was acquaintanceship to their newly members to other staffs, couples of some framed and known were be shifting their arrival on the cafe just opposite of "zicck's Barbershop," accompanied by his mistress and other friends with their loved ones. Whom's in fact after forfeiting discussion later with the maid on that cafe wearing white, finally arranged seats for the large gathering. But this wishful- customary was covered in relatively unfathomable, after arrival of muddy prisoners, who's been pulling his own weight in heavy, following the one who's his chained was handled, not just one but two soldier in charge. But before this both ours visualizer in curious mind were already been left in shadow, but their presence in weird forms possible they'd been eying out was caught by familiar of their presence. When that person was chasing the kid, who just past both Emma and miles in rush, coming just to the direction of they were headed to, and the lady who caught both them was running behind him shouting his name, " Tustu" honey wait! "Tustu!!" At that moment she realized some familiar faces on her side, Abandoning her fatigue and care about the boy for moment, she said-
" Emma dear..... And Mr miles, aren't you having your day off in a peculiar manner? What interests caused such to be in that state?! Ha... Young one's these days-" Before The woman about to push her words any further, both miles and Emma suited in proper manner abiding their prosecutor avatar. And Emma handled the way because she was aware miles probably wouldn't be. So She joined her words in glace of smile and said- "there is no need for you to worry" " Mrs. Wundenson" Our vice Editor is not the one, capable to make any move-"
"W- What nonsense are you spouting Emma!!"
" This ain't no a nonsense, it's the truth!" Sigh
" . . . . .... "
" Awww! It's really good to be young huh?! We were also like this on our days you know?!"
" We...! Are you referring Mr. Wundenson!! No way it's hard to believe it?!"
" Is that so Emma dear..... But if you were to see him, I can see your reason, he doesn't look like even bit, but to be honest, even though he's shy, he doesn't fall back while showering his love."
" Huhh..... I can't even sense to believe that-" amazed miles could point our his thoughts, a shallow hit from Emma's elbow was there to confront not only his words but also his shape. He reached out in pain for her actions but with her big eyes Claiming 'understand the room' pointed to probably helped her settled it down before "Mrs.wundenson" could reach it out. And brief awkward between Emma and miles, she questioned the reason for their unusual stances on that specific place and their manner because she called them out.
"ah, that's we were just, Enjoying some quarrel scenario over there." Emma tried to explain their situation, unfortunately to her luck, they were already left. This lead hard way for convincing to Mrs. Wundenson, though she ruffed it off, saying she shouldn't point her nose in the matters of young birds. Which lead miles to explain their situations but Emma encountered to save her views, there's nothing we can do, to clear this misunderstanding, Mrs wundenson had already made up her mind, in fact she already did long ago. To clearly hear from Mr wundenson, you couldn't persuade her, when she made of her mind. Now, The conversation was seemingly nowhere to proceed. Emma questioned for her way, in which Mrs wundenson replied, she was following "Tustu" her son. Which lead miles to fire another questions which is obvious for reason why? Then she filled them, An annual celebration of communal school was planned to upcoming days of three or so. Which held in realization not only comes into Miles but also Emma because "communal school is maintained by Father Numan bard of Delight orphanage, though nowadays of busy schedule of Father, mostly "Alganda" Handles on her own. It would've been difficult to manage any learning facilities but the area of communal school was build in, was a small land offered to the orphanage but due to lack of any bare use of such small land, orphanage couldn't place another use of it. That's where the idea of making communal school came, to be exact Richard was the one. This also offered a remembrance for Emma to account for the budget and preparations of Annual program, she quickly offered her leave to Mrs wundenson and head along dragging miles towards "Alganda" her presence was confirmed through Mrs wundenson before her leave.
" Hey Emma shouldn't you have greeted properly to Mrs wundenson, I thought we rushed."
" No... We didn't, I have to make discussion about the budget for the program, the reason why I didn't have the idea about is that, they never collected the capital for the program!"
" Ah, So.. What does that mean?!"
Sighs, " it means who sponsored them?" But in a sense she was guessing a certain name or aspects who she believed could possibly be true. (2nd prince aid)
Realization hit miles now, " I see, but I thing I need to ask, now you would listen a bit first?!"
" what is it?!"
" Uh.... Umm, Arghh.. Could you loose my collar, you've been dragging me for a couple of minutes already, and I'm about to suffocate-"
" Are you insane or what why would I'd be dragging you, and what you mean suffocating..." After the last words from Emma voices including visual impairment was swallowed him again, finding himself in questionable situations of his surroundings, soon after he woke up, A heavy manly voice confronted him along shining Sun rays.
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" Did you get enough sleep, boy?!"
"Sheesh..... Ahrgggg, Ahhhhhh,"
" Hey.... Hey boy!! calm down! Why are you slapping yourself?! Does the heat of fire caused your skin to burn or what? Here let me look, oh you have done it, didn't I say hold still for bit." The silhouette of that mass, confronted visually disabled miles in that same tent, where that man suggested him for rest, ' The dunes of snow" Somehow using his strength calmed Evans, even using strangling methods. He left unconscious Evans on that same tent.
" Oh.... God!, I've been struggling highly just to handle a boy! Sighs, Never mind at least the weather is on my side, fortunately yesterday's drowning storm passed without much of casualties. And because of that the sky is clear, so much I could even see the bluest for long. Huh... Enough of cherishing, we better get moving. We should cover longer distances in time like these." Rubbing his hands along blowing hot air on his arms, the Silhouette man rushed for packing his supplies later he about to pack his tent too. Caused Evans to expose to harsh sunlit. He covered as usual by his hands, by the time another cloth wasn't placed on his eyes. But before this exact The silhouette man queries about his another cloth which he placed the night before but it was nowhere to be found. Believing it was gone somewhere, where he couldn't spare time to wander around for such trivial matters, he said- " Now, boy here have some meat, I'm sure it won't going to taste good, but don't worry I have grilled it before. So, it won't taste bad as you might think."
Evan Crunched without much of appetite, but no long after those pieces of grilled meats paid off, because as the time they were climbing those dunes of snow, they were well energetic enough to even counter certain of almost falls. Man in silhouette was climbing front, tied Evans and himself by waist by the same rope he used for the tent. One after another, they covered large area enough of almost two days of walk. Man in silhouette was very responsive and satisfied with the trip. As this dusk began to sight before his eyes, but not his destination. This didn't lead him in despair, rather he was optimistic about today's achievement. usually these leads for few more days, and the last day before man in silhouette assumptions of reaching his destination dockyard. He fumbled in ear figures, he was wishing for speech for his accomplishments but he possibly couldn't. In few days both faced challenges of almost falling from the cliff of those dunes to drowning in the trench, huge crack of snow, might've followed a painful death to be stuck on such trench for without mercy and moments of days. And also they remember how they found a large land wholly covered in frozen ice, and how much of care-fullness they need to show. But now all their struggle and sheers is about to end, " just another half or day of walk boy" and we'll be saved."
" Oh.. Sorry, why I always seems to forget?"
" Y.... Yes.."
" Huh...!!" Man in silhouette indeed knew, that the Evans condition have already showing signs of improvements, he wasn't the same as he found, indeed his skins were tore, lines were dotted in his body, some sounds were surely he could produce to the day before also, but he wasn't expecting a clear understandable speech without the help from church's blessing. But his surprise reduced to dim when slightly his realization met his closed eyes. Sighs later he responded-
" you... Made this far is still a miracle but you're talking to me really shocked me, but never mind it's a good sign for improvements, you just wait boy, I'll find your home, just let me deliver this ****** to its destination, and once it's done I'll have this huge sum, and surely we will find your cure. How's they say, "there is no better future without bit of struggle in life. Right" His words are indeed been heard clearly all this times but because of limitations on his end he couldn't response much. He simply been adapted his situation for better or worse, he let things move as it is, because it's not the time for him to burden himself from things he couldn't control, he was as focused as Man in silhouette saved his posture in high, shadowing Evans in opposite, concentrated was covered by fire inside. It's really amazing how the fire inside still didn't burn their accommodation, maybe this was only possible because of the material it was made off, the tent was made using siken wolf of Galatis fur, he remember and renewed his bare-able hearing to the man in silhouette, he was still ongoing about his end-
" Man, This map really came in handy, once I get out of these, whatsoever this place is, I really have to thank those adventurers. But still it still mysteries me around how, we've been here of days, not only it is filled with dunes of snow, this place is practically dead, I wonder why people called the desert as dead place, at least some insect and tress can be found in desert, but here in a place like this, not even a single soul to withstand this sheer cold. Visually adoring yet dead from inside. Huh!!" He sighed in another way of outburst speech.
Evans did realize realistically it's exactly what he said, he wonders if the people he speaks of lived on that docks still there, even if their main sources of economy was fish, but these harsh regions could even spare time for fishing, wouldn't the sore of the sea would also be frozen too. but no, constant movement of current wouldn't lead, would it?! He wasn't sure but he could just hope, his words wouldn't approach any near as close of truth. He bind himself from his legs by using his arms asides and head to the up. He couldn't able to close his both fingers because of frost bite, his fingers were turned into black and almost dis-capable of showing movements, but even so he began to consume the warmth upfront.
( Distracted distance of linear time passes away)
(Constant Ear buzzing sound, Uh-hmm.... What's again?! Is it morning already? My ear–they are buzzing. Arrgh! They are reacting to over loomed voice. I should get up! Ah... What? Where did my cover for the eyes, slips away from my hand. It felt like something just snatch it with great force. Uh! Ah! Shit! Wha- what's now? Does someone throwing our utensils on me. No! This constant pressured wind I feel now. This is another storm. And it's a strong one. What should I do- duck down. I must protect my fragile body. Where is that man? Why didn't he warned me? Did he ran off. I don't know. But I can't do anything even though we are inside of this half melted cave. How could possibly the gust- wait a minute the direction of storm is toward us east. Arrgh! Now what shall I do? Just lying down won't going to help me. I just need to crawl down. But what if I stuck there? Then what should I head front. It's sounds illogical but the chances are me surviving out there is higher. I still possess this fur jacket. I must step forward even if feeling crumbling and tearing my body. Ahh!!!!
(Somewhere inside that cave..)
Argh! Just little more. I'm almost... Ah!!! shit! I just slipped away. what situation is this I'm stuck on. For God shake, this day can't be any worse than this. But I mustn't let this go. Your my key to fortune. Arrgh! Just bit a more. Man....When that storm hit our tent everything just began to blew off. Before I could reach that boy, my fortune. this hand pouch flew off. And to make things worse "That box" inside just dwindle in. I just followed it inside but, not long after suddenly I slip away and stuck in this condition. Dam! How would've known there was a trench here. Somehow with that heavy nail of the tent I managed to stuck in this ice. And now I'm trying to reach that pouch. Which is somehow stuck in that ice spike just above me. Alas, If only I could just grab that pouch, Let's try one more one, two, three... Uhgh... Yah.... Gotcha! Oh no!!!
That ice roof upon me cracked because of the pressure that generated while reaching here. I just pushed all my might and perhaps that tent nail Fell off. Uh! Is this all? Was my those efforts were useless now? Was it really a bad decision as they told me it will, To take this job and abandoned those who took care of me without anything in return. Hah! Perhaps it is? Maybe I was being punished for my selfishness. Maybe it's a we'll deserved.
God! Aahhhh! Not like this? I can't die like this? Ha! Ha! Clam down, I just able to grab this out warded hinged of ice. In another hand I've got my pouch. Yes! This is it? This is my last hurdle. Hang on longer ',,,,,,,,' Gasp! I made it, I just survive this pit/ abyss fall. Haha... I don't believe this. M-My legs, my hands are still shaking. But I did it, I... Survived, I need to get the hell out, How should I? Do I have something? Yes, survival equipment thanks to those adventurers, This sickle will help. Damit where was mind when I was falling, "mom was right, my clumsiness one day surely will get me, but today is not the day. I have this and another small one that is beneath my shoe. This all tricks are necessity for me when I used to collect medicine In ' Farnjr forest.' With each step let's head outside. I don't want to stuck in here forever. Hah! It works. Haha! And this another. Yes! Yes! Great! Ho ho! Good, good just more.... Almost there! There!! my hand just touch the upper surface. Even though that roof crack had settled quiet but with bare minimum and careful steps I might reach out. But first let's secure my pouch. There! Just stay upside. I'll be there just another hand and while leanings and dragging my body in this snow I'll also-
Huh! Ugh! Ahhhh-hhhh...
(Dense quiver crumbled whole cave. An earthquake suddenly emerged and 'man in Silhouette' plunge inside just before he could place his final attempt his trepidation screams flew, echoed and about to vanish without trace. Just then, His hands were brought by something very cold presence, it was Evans; almost falling in that same cliff of abyss, he had faced himself to the ground for reaching near to the man in Silhouette, Man in Silhouette's vision brought back, when he brushed off his thoughts he would just die now, but facing the person who was holding him, immense shock. On the other end, Evans was struggling just to hold him, yet he needed to pull him up, constantly facing debris from earthquakes, he seems to scream in agony or pain, but slowly yet incredibly miniscule pace his efforts were headed to the point where he could not only pull himself out of this but that man too. But that man in silhouette resumed gazes to Evans efforts, His thoughts heighted enough and thought while looking Evans hands, those black frozen hands were about to tear off from him, now, he might not realized it, because of how incurable they are, He was also aware that this actions mightn't only endangered himself but also the boy in front whom he had saved, while simultaneously cursing his selfishness, that never changed moments after his fortune was about to lost he left that boy, well-aware of his condition, considering his act of rescuing him in the first place was his own selfishness of not suffering alone in this, just like how, he left his guardians moments after he contracted to deliver that fortune. His heart felt heavy, regardless a decision was about to burst, he knew. something of very obvious, one could get just by looking at his smiling small face of regret, he swiftly attached that pouch on Evans hands and pushed himself against the wall of ice by his legs, which inserted a huge force and Evans hands fallowed down. Before Evans could realized what happened, Man in silhouette was long gone in a smile of dumb, dull. He had all those years of struggles he believed he had; some were regrets of leaving those who fed them, leaving those places where he grew, but now nothing matters to him, in fact he had similar feeling just while ago, but differences is that he seemed to at least fulfilled his time and gave better to other, just by reviewing until what he lost in that abyss, he thought with that pouch on Evans hands and the destination he had suggested at least the boy whose name I didn't get will have better life, the life once I wished, life that matters, what am I even saying my life always mattered, just I was that one who didn't realized, pursue for ameliorate was that...never mind, at least live that life even if for me, My all–those efforts of achieving didn't mattered at all, hosted different vision on his ideology, how human tends to learn throughout their life, just to left it here at these very movements, but that's just pessimistic vision, the knowledge of years might not the things which makes us great but the knowledge that will be obliging for the ones who will be next– that's what's important. Just like that, I will take this time to-
Hearing of crumbled bones against Desolate. insensate Evans, whom was still in state of none, But thing settled as it supposed to be, no time to think, no time to react, not need remained of forcing cause, none to blame, just gone. Evans moved slowly out as the storm passed, dawn was letting it's presence fall on that stormy night. He's initial initiative was indeed to get out, but his search for "Man in silhouette" was true. He came for help to return favour after denying thousands to himself, he was assured that he couldn't be help of much but still believing on that hope, his righteous claim indeed shaded his decision or to specific always does. No matter how much of a person of unwelcoming he is or how much of he did not see this as action of good, he doesn't want to be a " damsel in distress " again. He followed " Man in silhouette" voice, crawling cracks none wanted to visit, wishing heavy debris wouldn't crush his head off on his way, some did but they weren't that large enough. But after what happened his hope to save another was gone, it was quite unbelievable but with remorse he still crawled outside.
Cave's mouth was closer than it seems, now that storm passed everything feels serene, only Bare expression, demure rammed His efforts to Evacuate died along the man in silhouette, but something was pushing him, was it because of entrusted pouch, or was human still remains human, wishing to save theirs flesh? Witnessing how his passive efforts are, he's probably denying his senses, His body was continuously on toll; with how fragile he's now, even smaller cut must've been feeling a pain of immense, another long record he pursued his way until another squeezed submerged eyes said-Not so far now, this storm It's heavy. "It's making me suffocate, entrusting to leave every thing, just rest now, why is this efforts? What making you to push forward? But Arghh... I cannot let the sacrifice of another, not again, I have to live ...live to remember, live so I couldn't forget, what they have sacrificed, live to let their ideals, remains in this ever forgetting ever changing world, Rushed to achieve something as if it will leave them, until no more power on joints remain on them, forcing them finally give up, which they earn to invest all their might. Argggg..." he's consciousness found to be failed again, "No. No, no. No! Dam it. If this continue like this Avalanche-"
Burden of Avalanche spread, it crushed not only Evans final words but his efforts too, the man in silhouette wish, their actions up until now, was all those were even meant anything, but it doesn't matter everything, slowly sound engulfing all those dunes of ice. Distance apart to distance as if it was not the destruction of Avalanche, but as the tsunami of enraged.
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Dead vision of fragments begin to settle in one, reach of white, where Evans was standing for his outsource, primarily his vision to be found. His consciences deemed to forming a shape of familiar yet distances with crossed legs, folding her hands both at back in such manner where one hand was trapping another arm, especially elbow; in a teem, delight was her approach, commence along wide smile free from the longed, that's been witnessed all this time. Far removing from wry, Far from sly or any vicious lies. She was there with a purest smile, but Evans wasn't sure to this point, because the person whom he's witnessing died, yes died 12 years before this day arrived.
"Yzene!! W-why are you here?!!"
Rescinded voice.
".. .... Uhhhh..... W-why! What do you mean why!! Don't you want it? Or did you forget about me?!" sighs "your words pears my heart you know? How could you?!" Evans never ending erode didn't wish to show any mercy. Half- bended crammed posture, Yzene stood before him, And began to whisper her tantrums, she closed Enough and almost cling to his back with a pouty adorable glare. She pour out her whole sets of atoned words in his right ear.
" Aren't you happy, that you got to see me after all these years, I am delighted by the way" she pushed her answer in such a manner as she's really used to him or his company. There wasn't even ounce of difficulties talking to him. Her appearance was harshly visible to Evans because of thick mist of white. Which shadowed almost every perceptible qualities. Nevertheless In a sense of someone's loos, she couldn't have passed her teen, in fact she was on her edge at the door of her teen, but surprisingly her height along semblance was bit of elevated. Slim, soft tender skin of white, performing a hitch of brown and back long unbound hair on her back and front of her chest, who's redolence was familiar to Evans. That is distinct on its own, even he hadn't felt that smell in ages. She was floating there quick, serving limited time for Evans to respond her any endings. He was just there in a loop, of seeing Yezen behaviour patterns of idiocy, or perhaps her Preferences of comfort. Constantly Throwing tantrums of question yet, she's having hard time enough to wait until to get answers from him. She blinds the area of white to her presence overall, every of her, any of her Remains. Finally her moments were halted by one question.
" This can't be real, y-you were dead."
"... "
"What?!! Nonsense...Don't be ridiculous, I'm right here?! So how can I-"
" No... No.. No! It's definitely not true, yes...it's one of my dreams, that's I'm having for long-"
" you stupid.... How in the world are you saying I'm a dream. You stupid! Stupid! Stupid! If this continues I'm not going to talk to you again."
" ha... What you mean by again, you were never been here to begin with you never came back after lydis garden."
" But I'm here didn't I fulfilled my promise."
" Ahhh.... No!!! You are not real, I'm not real, this! This! World no real. I've been on my, so this is one of em. Who' doing this stop! Stop it now! Stop it already...."
" Why are you saying such painful words even though I came to fulfil our promise-"
" Stop!!! Leave me, leave me alone."
" ..... Ah... I know your sacred again, shh... Here! Come near, you'll always acts lose your way when things would go as you wished. But it's ok! We can't have what we wish. Here come- "
" Away! Don't come near! Don't touch me."
"why.... Sob... Why are you doing this, am I strangers to you, am I not what you remembered am I not-"
" A said away! How could you half wrenched chinch is my yezen."
"Huh! But isn't this how' d you liked me, I know you would ever told be because how shy you were. But-"
" No.... You were definitely not My yezen, and definitely not real you could never be-"
" why! Why can't I-"
" Because I killed you!!!"
Close tilted head on her left along Sly smile shadowed on Evans grievous expression. She was horrifying to witness. As she's awaiting to consume him whole. Evans about to lose himself towards the white, on his knees, knees of grief, that girl just swiftly awaited herself in a reflective manner of showing just afterimages wherever her movement . stood just beside with long almost transparent frock of silver. Her expression wasn't a thing can be sawn because of how vague settlement she formed around herself. Grievous Evans with limiting sentences of desolate.
" Yes, I've killed you? Then How-why are you here? What seek you presume? Are you here for revenge, vengeance that you seek? Are you even real, or I'm just chasing ghost, what- why is this-? All of these, why- why just why!!!!!!"
Unsettling sighs while facing hand on her forehead was expressed but then she said- "Relax my....your so dramatic, you need not to fear. I'm already dead just as you said- speaking of which Hmmmm- I wonder why I'm here, I have no idea either, hehe! I just saw you and I was really happy to see you and just came here running, but then you said all those mean things.! Can't you just forgot, how I did?" A buried downcast to its last belief remain on her face. Her words were truly unfathomable to Evans in despondent, unprecedented shock followed on yezen words that he should forget about how he killed her. she fell by his expressed sorrow on her face, Even after all, even after his way she's here or all this is because she wished vengeance on him, but instead she told him to forget, just like that, Then again that's how she's always been or perhaps all are around him were. He was the only one with expecting much more to every actions, people just move on, but he can't, he began to came to a realization, how miserable was he, all this he's been going to must've been his wish, how pathetic he is to wish all for him, egocentric, Narcissistic, piteous. Such forlorn behaviours, "no.. No, I'm no-" perhaps he's always been, showing a liberal face on one side and another is just hideous rotten heart of facade, sham, Purported existence.
" no.... No...No, I'm not....no? Don't say it?!"
"You were always been like this, pathetic, Relying always on others, unable to suit, choose for yourself, well- fedded, Child with sliver spoon on his mouth, Thought highly of oneself without strength to backing it up. Weren't you? Why now you're facing such despicable posture, are you acquainted with those pathetic tears, Tears aren't suit for the likes of you, it's for those who posses strength to hide their pain for others. Look up!! Look at me, why your head is down, why!! Are you expecting just like any other, this time will also just pass away, I will do better Next time?! Hilarious... That's excuse you've been making for years. Does your vision solitude yourself toward the girl "yzene." If one were to change decade are hefty time for your kind to completely outshine their deeds, but you!! Look at you. Never, Never seems to regret any of it, letting just for another. How pathetic can one be, you should've been the very example, people should know about it, makes a tale for children to remember, let them learn, Maybe a statue been settled for everyone to mock- If there's even any for how pathetic one could be, you've already crossed it-"
" Shut up!!!!!"
" About time, started to speak, but I am unable to hear, for the someone of such hideous presence, speak louder!!"
" I said shut up! Enough with it!! Whatever that is, it's on me, my deeds and decision, why are you meddling here making me to see, experience these, I never able to achieve. Such things I couldn't wished to-"
"You dared to Speak in such manner to me."
" Arghhhhhh.....!!"
Tch... Tch... Tch... You are always full of yourself, cannot even hold such futile ounce of your own comprehend desire, feeling heavy, you should just bow down, must've been difficult one for my sibling, huh?! How do you even handle this... Si....Nevertheless, These people never seems to amaze me.
" Arghhhhhhh!! Arghhhhhhh!!"
"Is that pain, you're suffering?! Never been the one to actually feel, always been through other emotions."
".... "
I'm here on a fairly bases to make a realization of your position, I do not seek any amusement from your dire predicament, but it did piqued my interest, while visiting you, your desire, dreams. What bunch are they? Are they even yours, but this turbulence of your presence caught to make myself to this place, this white blunt surreal land is purely the results of your dreams, but such pure white is hardly achievable, not in this era, surely not from the person of such dark heart. Wished to share, I might value your point. Always leading to the very exact time, not able to comprehend anything fully always seems to been chased, I was surprised his presence flawed my realm, forced the person to my domain, without my approval.
" How did you do that, human?"
" Arghhhhh! ..... I haven't loosened his restraint, must've felt pain to this time, I will grant your movements back, share your position here, I might even let you free-"
"Free you say?! What sorts of entity kidnapped and claims to let him free, Trying to loose my mind, by showing such shallow scenario. If so... I will not let yours dreams be fulfilled. You heat me? Whoever you are? I do not fear you? If you have such guts show yourself, hiding in this white, speaking words all, have you not the one, who wished to share my view? Show yourself!!" This much should be enough, one thing I've learned all this years is that "one with great knowledge or power seems to always egocentric." one small words and their pride will shatter, I cannot explain or pinpoint my location, but all these are mostly responsible by this entity who is around me, It's nothing abnormal for entities beyond reach for their visit quotidian. One will surely awed as chosen, but they are nothing less than any being that possess power. " power corrupts people, leaving not even the one above us." Keep calm, I just need him to let me out of it, I cannot-
" yes... You cannot escape on you own? And your words are true but my whole presence beyond your comprehensive, actions beyond understanding. And I'm not the others you think, I showed myself not because of your taunting but because I'm just curious, I love to learn in fact I should learn more this time."
How did he read my mind- " Don't pretend like a fool, not in front of me, I can see through you, besides I know you're not. If I can create this all, it shouldn't have come as a surprise beside I'm not keen to read minds, they are vile filled with evils, Here suit yourself, and if possible help yourself, this cookies I personally brought from your own realm, I like these."
What is this entity of white??!! I cannot see his presence or face yet my sense are assuring that he's still here, sitting on his chair of white besides the table he made with ease, and my chair too, and where's is-
" She's there at the vicinity of your eyes, don't hastened your pace, she won't be running like she used to be."
" you speaks as if you know me about-"
" Every details of your life!!! The moment you started to imagine any possibility, Yet again I cannot comprehend 'you', Why you do, what you do? What you wished to accomplish by doing these deeds?!! I...need to know every one of it-Mr Evans."
" I cannot understand your questions, Mr-
"..... You can call me, Lucid."
"... "
"Let's starts from your thoughts, it doesn't Match even a bit, ounce to your original expression....your physiognomy?"
"I could said the same."
" Smufff" Sure you're good at playing with words... Huh! Than let's us play like this then? What you seeing is your wish/dream? This is What or where your intentions and interest divide. What you say, am I speaking the truth you wish not to reveal in degradation of glory."
" . ..."
"No words? Expected....But the thing that wasn't expected was the looks of your eyes, What's with such carved lines on your forehead? You– have nothing on your mind?"
" I see so... You can't read my thoughts, until and unless I really produce that inner voice–"
" But you have none!!"
" Hahh.... I cannot imagine the Almighty entity, whose existence is also unfathomable, and even speaks as " not the others" Supposedly don't know everything huh... That's a bummer ain't it?! How- sorry! What is this was again? A session for your you eccentric queer?"
" ... Is this an ancient magic, some tools of foreign origin, but that simply not possible... I've longed here for millennium of beyond, there weren't any- You!! Tricked me? Lied in my face, the master of unfathomable, mystery of unknown? I've showed you grace of my side for reasonable knowledge for valid understanding, yet you broke our accord-"
" smiff..... No.. No... I didn't even began to accept your offers, so that allegations does not concerns me. But my you, the one entity of white, capable of creating such obvious, oblivious illusion, trapping me in those memories or.... Maybe illusion for who knows how long, can't see such lies, how did you even fall for it, are you even what you claims to be or just some cheap knock-off-"
" Those aren't just illusions?!"
" what?!! Listen to what I'm saying you're what you claims-"
" I said those are you innermost thoughts, the pleasant ponders that you longed to wield for years, Those are yours "that" which interested they were real, abounding ignoring your ideals and principles you yield."
".... "
" Had it enough, already? Look at these, your friends Emma, Richards, be- saved at the dining table, and this you seems enjoying Emma's company before your shower, even though you claimed vile dreams, yet you forget everything here? At this specific times.. When she seemingly preparing you bedsheets, what amusing think to see in your face? Aren't you tried of wearing that pretentious face?! To be honest..... I've seen many in history just sharing similarities as you, different than you; " The one who lived, The one who's tales are taller than their bulk, The one Who fought for those who'll will come after. The one who's misery are unspoken, The one who's tear sore their death. " yet again you interests me the most, but you! Don't mistaken it's as an admiration, You aren't just special, you are just– impeccable, such impetus face-"
" Stop it!!"
" not this again, I'm not going to listen to your tantrums again-"
" I said stop it–?"
" Why?!!! Does it hurt to be known your true face by someone? Hurts when someone find hole in your hopeless dreams– huh!"
"... Ugh.... Ugh....."
" what are you looking at with those muggy eyes?"
" Ugh.... Look at you? Isn't this humiliating for entity of yourself? Forcing me into such despair, longing my hair in harsh thrusts just so you could feel the dominating, Ahhh...If you have enough of playing such high... Mighty, let my hair go, it's feeling bit of sore, constantly watching directly towards this up-lifted of white. Agufff.... Agufff...."
Alas.. " How cunning, forcing me to use such demean means. Get lost from my vicinity for while- let me concoct for rephrases for my words but also our next visit and come when you wish to answer my obvious, Mr. " surname" just after speaking such words Firstly he was forced far Then thrusted down to ground of white, buried deep in same state of violated, bloods were sprung all over in that white chair, nosebleed seemingly mixed with heavy drops of weighted warm sweat, The man magically loosen those blood off whom state was acted as stuck in time just before him, and with grace suited in that same chair where a small table was allocated. Difference was that Evans chair's place was formed huge vacant along drops of blood all over the white floor. If one wert to such witness above, it was as stuccoing. ostensible of that man along his possession after his appearance on that white plane, began to swirl and so the place, in a limited period, place overturned turned greenly. Savannah of scare biome, lands near to unknown, only obstacle was those lifted structure of dark – purple, supposedly abstracting terrain of Savannah, leaping those windy blown away up. Scattered trees and shrubs, along swinging tall dried grass, life was never seen in years before but not after their presence, at least count as one. A plain of lifeless terrain, yet that's only on the surface of twice, The life being after dusk, crowded, flooded creatures of variety pursuing their own traits.
Hefty moments passed away, Barren Savannah submerged slowly in gaze of dark and swarmed in vivid, peculiar sounds. Dozy, shiny eyes began to fall around, reflecting the half circles moon of two. Man in white was still stood on his location, submerging to the views enjoying his tea and cookies of fun. His demure appearance unable to felt to present wasn't aided away. Almost an Appurtenance of someone with slender body of white with tallish contour but covering on the place of height not the width, A semblance wearing as something of voguish frisk for a place to land his long voile. Announcing the final arrival of night, far on a twig a small owl of disperse character starts hooting, and by the looks of it, it's glazes are gauged to the unnatural terrain. When the man in white Found a picturesque of deer been hunted down by big black footed- caracal in blissful manner caused him to return to his queried guise. Errant continued from his side, erratic structure was formed in Evans, continuously possible of loosing his life, he was forcibly erupted from that hole, trussed down while simultaneously forming various cuts from the unstructured bumps along.
" Well then, are you're contrivance about to finally resent down?"
"agufff... Guhh.. Arguufff..."
"You don't have such liberty to feels as cadaver, no not... Not until my sibling wished to, that is? Have you Pro-found these lands, speak up Mr. Evans, Even if you were to die here, there are certain means to make you talk, I will see through it that you will utter no matter, no matter the cost that is? Initially I thought you're resilience would die out in seven days or so yet look at you? You still have such resilience, revolt to express. Nevertheless Even if I have to use séance. And amiss the musing of speaking in your thoughts for a way out, clearly you mustn't have forgotten, it is utterly fruitless, now that I've cleared my position after our small respite, as I shouldn't have used mean of such inferiority of as my own existence, such a unsightly actions."
" I-aguff... Aguff, I- don't want this any of this, agufff...."
" Elevate your voice louder, it's hard to form any words from your prospect, not to mention your wince exhibiting me a felon" Evans was still hanging in the air, somehow attached to that same chair with worst possible state, he was hissing constantly for proper breathable air. Blood was loafing around his mouth, nose to even iris, he's head was probably broke at some degrees, causing immovable anywhere except directed designation that is The man in white.
" I-I don't want this, just let me go."
Few days ago, your profound was foul, but now.... It's seems pain did really caused to loose. What gives away. Are you revamping yours games with me-?
"No... Please , Please– I beg of you, I never wished anything, yet always something omen bound to happen with me, it doesn't just hurt me, but the people around me too, I've managed to avoid something like these for years now but it still- afoughh..." anguish fell off, but aside from the beginning of many, this was very rough, wasn't seems a staged, he's been falling in throes, because The man in white had finally began to use his questionable means, gained knowledge to Evans as he screamed out his body which was still stood in the air began to torment his hands harder as possible, and before He could shook off that pain, continuing to watch in fear his right leg bended as in a state where his toes are resting near his chest. paroxysm was the be fitting words for his state, he's thoughts crossed boundaries of beyond, syncretism filled his fulcrum of existence and the man in white's only interest grave to form another patterns.
" Hmm.... You speaks as you expected this or me? Tell me more now Mr. Evans, is that true?"
"... "
" Ahh.... I tend to forget, mortals and their nuisances." The man in white awaited his juncture, while Evans loiter in similar state. To reduce this silence of phase, might even be truth the unconventional pace of irrelevant times. Man in white finally continued his own words but this time supported by rose tone.
" This anguish feeling causing a control over your existence? Tell me Mr. Evans, does your power lacks, does this oppression Stimulates your unsettling concept for this societal populate, does fellowship of human caused this system feel unfair? Does the years of ideology is just an un completed system of failure. Which was pushed for every generation to be perfect? Does-"
" Aguff... Fuffff, why bother using such conceptual words? What you wished wouldn't be followed by it.... Agruff....."
"... Chuckles, this!! Exactly this! Why I want to know your existence better, yet your so remorse, unwilling to follow own path, such inutile of person, you are.... Nevertheless, I do wish your cooperation-"
" Ahh.. Thu... Don't you dare utter such words, we already saw your cooperation."
" .. .... "
" I see... I am myself ashamed for such unsightly behaviour of own, and it's certain this doesn't grant me to do as please but-"
" But... You did... Aguff. ....."
" . ... "
" I did what Instinctive felt-"
" Does begin of all known also rely on such primitive methods? That explain much-"
" obvious I do.... My existence won't define my actions, my experiences does, same as yours. I am aware of your fear of failure, when you failed once, instinctively you would hold. Or should we refer that as action of propounding from various experiences?"
" it exactly as you says but-"
" But?!! You fear your experiences aren't wholly yours? They are elaborated actions for pre- determined cause-"
"..... I-"
" Do not hold back now.... Mr. Evans, have your words touch the grievous sky of white, Tell me."
".... "
" Of- course it is predetermined actions, as once wished or even elaborate a concept of acquiring, Veiled branches began to sprout."
" Couldn't they just be considered as paths, steps to achieve?"
" It's a tedious lie!!!"
" how come?!! Many speaks as the enjoyment of the journey not their destination."
" it's all made up by society to let you not lose your path, even if the truth is obvious, people just tend to weave story of faith and lesson for better future-"
" which could possibly be- if once were to failed, he will improve his weakens and even emerges better than before."
" what if they don't? What happens to his hardship? Not once but twice even better he may have did? Who will it account for?"
" what about the one who speaks of enjoying journey, at the end isn't that obvious once they have achieved their fulfilment, the hardship must have taught them better then ever before-"
{≠=≠ does that mean all the hardship for power and knowledge is wasteful? When the path was decided beforehand and all have to perish one day≠=≠}
"which could have been taught rather than encounter such hardship-"
" you point as if petrify doing hardship-"
" I do not-"
" Then do you intends to do or wished or feel enjoying?"
" gimmick, who enjoy doing that? That's just I pointed-"
" but you clearly meant it?"
" what if I did?"
" You wished to just enjoy without doing thing-"
" I didn't conclude to that point-"
" you obviously does. "
" I do not. "
" then what you wish in this state? A suited life of having just for living and every-"
"yes!!!"
"But people tends to always asked for more, they blinded by other achievements, forget to enjoy on their owns which might other wished for their state?"
" Who Sets those?"
" I certainly don't!! But if you were to believe many scholars, it's their own efforts which contradicts you ideology of not doing anything-"
" Again I never reached their-"
" but you were supposedly."
" Bullshit!!"
' oh..... Then how about this scenario of where you were before-"
" before?! You left me in many, which one you're talking abou..."
" As this one? The actual one.. The cause of the fight was interested towards your actions which you don't want to accommodate for."
" What is this? Is this real or your one of those illusion-"
" Who knows but certainly that is real but not your state."
" My state what happened-" Evans was forwarding speaking all this time with healthier than ever before his whole injuries left, as they never existed before... His sight to his broken legs and blood none was their. In fact all this argumenta he was stood on his be-sited sate and pointing towards man in white before he showed. The burning of " Quarlin street on fire and rampage was rugged upon their, He was certainly shocked in smoke before pointing any of the matters than been wandering. But before any words he could utter for his unrealistic state, Man spoken.
" So... You're still not going to take account for this."
" I never did this-"
"but they did came for you."
"Me? Why did you think that?"
" Isn't that obvious?"
"...."
".... But..... " before he could cleanse grime words for entity, Support to the wooden balcony was about to fall upon to that little kid, crying in despair in commotion. Surely Evans about to reach for help, Yet man in white shadowed the resistance and the balcony fell, causing voiceless pair to reason out.
" Why!!!! Why!!! What amusement does entity of your existence seeks in that child death." His stated was very diluted, as rough skin on salted water.
" Hmmm..... I guess, nothing just I want to see your pitiful face for long. Let me." Forsaken grin on man in white presented as his sharp monstrous grip suited to engulf Evans yet halted his approach on pitted Evans, for susceptible state.
" You don't foresee any amusement. "
As he faced his back to seek for that child state, An ominous Hungry for Existence to masticate Found gazes behind Man in White's eerie ear, As he invested his rhythm for source, Evans jaw louted in whole black, causing white land to engulf in whole, prioritizing " Man in white" existence. he's hefty clouded eyes severed Every contemporary concept of capabilities of truth, Evans state was obviously true to conscious, he's purposely persuading as never before sawn, his confident and unrealistic state of mouth was never the truth to be seen, it was represented as curled, ragged Abyss of unknown, who's desperately forcing man in white to loose not only his un- witness able state to appear, Moreover loose his own existence of eons. It was definitely a capable task, and Evans was in middle to his destination, while man in white was state of none. It was close, prorated, simple never been achieved, "near yes! More! Just bit more!" This was all lustful thoughts of Evans we've never witnessed or heard before, he's genuinely passionate about to count white entity to make one. And all this been performing for fraction of second.
But before he could dump his questionable actions towards "Man in white". At the corner of the dark ally, where even one's ounce was diluted to null, an appearance of Early/green teen formed a shaped, soaked in perennial drizzle. Yet lineament was covered by short yet thick black hair. From her concealed vision lasting along snow skin of ash. Gazes befall on Evans. Her lower timid posture, unexpectedly forming as an anxious, difficult person to approach Though every exist once have to. She wore a fugacious necklace of Pentagon fettle combined total for a round, heavy structure juggling on her chest. Bumps on her chest was just enough to let recognized others that she's a girl on age of growing. Which wasn't fully covered, black painted nails, stubby apparel revealing not just hers some portions of upper chest but also her abdomen of clean. heavy jackets of twinkling covered just near her knees.
Her calm surroundings forced Evans to shivers in gloomy face. But that's not what surprising thing was, the ever glowing man in white shine also lose heavy. His expression might not be visible but clear indication was erupted, when she arrived at far corner. Both lessen themselves and this illusion broke, shattered into pieces of muddy rug, multiple visions in which miles Aka Evans lived upon until now seems to divide in those glasses, his whole surrounding crumbled, sightings his moments talking to all those his known, laughing some by guard. when he was just a child, enjoying his brief moments with his family both his parents images were vague but not their smile that was genuine, and all other personnel were engaged in their jobs familiar at some and unfamiliar at others. His parents were chatting to the person in next was a feminine render at the garden of their mansion. His moments on those dunes of snow seems just lone as his heart. The rumbling, the losses of lives and commodity near mace publisher. But one traced his eyes while falling from this shattered space, The girl who stood at side before also found consciousness while witnessing all. Tracing know face of own in one of those memories, she along with Evans and his elder- sister, and some other bunch were playing. This all was experienced to her now, a curious patterns rose upon her, she tried to approach that specific shattering glasses while simultaneously falling.
Evans on the other hand finally about end this, his eyes forming a fogged covering vision in white and slowly it ended. This time with or without the approval of that man in white.
The end of vol1p-1