"In the past, I didn't understand why Chengjue wanted to become a constable in Nan'an County. I thought he was trying to defy our father, or perhaps finding another way to build his reputation.
When he married the daughter of the He Family, I originally thought it was to align with our father's policy of preventing external relatives from meddling in politics;
But now,
I understand,
Chengjue,
probably truly enjoys that lifestyle.
The kind of life where one can let go of all burdens, release oneself from the shackles of identity, work, and see the scenery;
The previous days were lived too high up, too superficially. Walking barefoot in the muddy riverbanks was when one could feel truly grounded.
Maybe,
these words,
to Lord Zheng's ears,
make my concerns seem a bit unfounded."
Lord Zheng smiled slightly,
and said:
