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Bright Star City, Bright Star Island, Flowing Stars Archipelago, Earth
Omniscient P.O.V.
Hearing her question, his heart skipped a beat, forcing him to discreetly take a deep breath to calm his raging lust.
After all, with her lack of experience, if he lost control as well, the result would be a ton of hurt.
Granted, the pleasure would most likely overwhelm the pain, but since pain could be avoided, why insist on getting hurt?
Thus, he instructed in a reassuring voice.
"First, hold my dick gently. Then, lower your waist until it goes inside you. Because it's your first time and I'm pretty big, it might not fit right away, so it's better if you take your time. That way, you'll slowly get used to my size without getting hurt."
Following his instructions, the young woman with an adorably focused look on her face, bent her knees until her lower lips touched his glans, the latter's ridiculous size now starting to register more clearly in her mind.
'With a size like that, how can Sis even take it? It's like a monster dick... I think I'm starting to feel scared...'
Well, with every cultivation breakthrough of his, his overall physical size increased, and that included that part.
Fortunately, the young man had learned a trick from his recent Physique breakthrough to the Intermediate-Grade.
With a playful look on his face, he said.
"I can make it smaller for now, if it helps."
As soon as those words left his lips, the horse-sized—in her mind, not in reality— pillar set between his legs decreased in size to a more...
'Acceptable' proportion.
It was still very large and long, but nowhere near his regular 'body-tearing' magnitude.
The unexpected change made her freeze for a brief moment before a surge of warmth mixed with amusement appeared in her heart.
Shaking her head, the young woman whispered.
"You don't have to. If Sis can do it, I... I can do it too, y-you know?"
Hearing her voice faltering briefly at the end, he replied.
"There's no need to force yourself, Love. To be honest, Sera took a while before she could completely take me in. Also, our first time was before I broke through to the Chi Gathering Rank, meaning I was much smaller back then..."
Pausing for a second while gazing tenderly in her eyes, he then added.
"Anyway, we have all the time in the world, so let's just take it slow, alright? It's not a competition, after all."
Feeling some hesitation, she then nodded and declared.
"Fine! I'll listen to you this time. But I promise I'll get your real length entirely inside me. Maybe not today, but one day I will!"
The promise, uttered in a serious tone, made him feel as if he was falling for her all over again.
Looking at her serious expression, he subconsciously mumbled.
"So cute..."
Blushing even more fiercely, the young woman cursed half-heartedly 'Shut up, stupid' before resuming her downward movement again, this time not stopping when his glans brushed against her pussy.
Instead, she pushed further, and, after feeling a slight resistance from her tight lower lips, the mushroom-shaped member finally found itself surrounded by her warm, though even tighter, inner walls.
The sudden sensation made both of them shudder in pleasure, prompting them to exclaim respectively.
"So tight!"
"So big!"
It took a few moments before Bryn realized that only the glans part was inside, and that with its reduced size.
Immediately, the realization gave rise to a surge of amazement in her heart.
'The man I chose is really... different...'
However, she did not linger on that thought too long as she had made a promise earlier.
Despite not being his 'true' size, she would still do her best to take the whole thing inside her, even if it forced her to stretch her insides beyond normal.
Call it pride or foolishness, but no matter what the name, she would still strive to achieve what she set out to do.
That mindset was the reason why she stuck to martial arts since she was very young, no matter how tough it became, and she would use the same mindset this time to achieve what she wanted.
After all, if her sister could do it, why couldn't she?
Thus, she took a few deep breaths to prepare herself mentally and did the most stupid thing you could do for someone having sex for the first time: She let herself fall on his erect shaft, the latter skewering her inside until it reached her womb, its entrance not even stopping it for a moment, before his glans found itself inside, knocking on the opposite 'wall'.
Now, if something like that happened to a normal woman, she would have been immediately sent to the ER for what would most likely be internal hemorrhages, tearing, and other extremely painful internal injuries.
As for the man, to say that the chance of having a penile fracture, among other possible damages, from the sudden movement was high would be an understatement.
Whatever the case, both would have been in terrible pain, would have incurred heavy wounds, which would take months to heal, if they even could.
Even if they did, the blow to their pride would be massive, scaring them mentally for their whole life, their 'first time' experience being relegated to something that neither of them would want to recall for the rest of their lives.
However, neither of them was normal, making that possibility... Well... Impossible.
After all, possessing a troll-like regeneration was not a mere figure of speech...
As the onslaught of pain coursing through their nervous systems threatened to fry their respective minds, the bruises appearing in and on their privates swiftly disappeared a fraction of a second later, in an almost eerie manner.
What did not disappear, however, was the excruciating pain itself, whose intensity was enough to knock them out instantly, though the sensation amplification from the bond might have been the chief culprit behind such excessive agony.
Thus, the room was now mostly silent, with only the light sound of four sets of breaths as Seraphine and Adeliya were still recovering from their previous climaxes.
However, the quietness did not last long.
On one side, a previously still figure started fidgeting slightly, her eyelids fluttering as she lazily stretched her body, while a light, but satisfied moan escaped her lips.
"That was even better than I anticipated..."
Liya mumbled, a beautiful smile gracing her lips as her eyes finally opened on the otherwise 'silent' room.
With a quick glance on the side, she noticed her youngest daughter, Seraphine, lying as unconscious as she had previously been herself, her hair a mess of wet purple locks, while her body glistened with her own sweat and what seemed to be...Demian's cum?
There was even a large wet stain visible below her round buttocks, evidence of a previous battle the redhead seemed to have missed due to her unconsciousness.
Seeing the state of her body, Liya giggled quietly, whispering.
"Not the most flattering image, Sweetie... Then, again, I did change your diapers when you were a baby, so I guess it's not the worst state I've seen you in."
As a particular memory of Seraphine being sick as a baby, which turned her into a vomiting and diarrhea monster, a shudder of horror coursed through the redhead's back, prompting her to shove that memory into the furthest corner of her mind, never to be found again.
Taking a deep breath to calm her self-induced 'fear', she then looked toward the other side, where she saw Demian and Bryn also lying unconscious on the mattress with their lower bodies still visibly connected.
Funnily enough, because of her oldest daughter's much larger size, Demian's upper body was almost completely hidden below her, making for an interesting sight.
Feeling intrigued, the older woman started crawling slowly toward them to see the situation better, all the while admiring her daughter's impressive physique.
'Although we look much more different now, I have to say she perfectly inherited my two babies and my butt, even better than her sister.'
Noticing how her darling's head was smothered under her daughter's large breasts, Liya's lips twitched from repressed laughter, prompting her to mutter with amusement.
"Can he even breathe under those two?"
Of course, she was merely joking as it was easy for her to pick up on his strong heartbeat, and, coupled with her Soul Bond and Soul Sense, it was obvious that he was more than fine.
Even if she put that aside, she was aware that with his current cultivation level, breathing pretty much became optional, and dying from being smothered by large breasts was an impossibility.
There was a reason why they called those without cultivation Mortals, while those with it were called cultivators.
Mortal problems affected cultivators differently, if at all.
'It's a good thing, or with the three of us, he might have been in trouble at some point.'
She thought amusedly.
Shaking her head, she then proceeded to move her daughter's body away from Demian's own in a bid to make both of them more comfortable.
In the process, she noticed how, unlike Seraphine, whose lower lips were still expelling white goo, Bryn's own, surprisingly, were only glistening from her own ejaculation, with no white traces mixed in.
'Did he not...? But then, why does it seem as if he passed out from doing it...?'
Feeling confused for a moment, her attention, however, was quickly attracted to something a lot more 'pressing', prompting her to shove her doubts to the side and focus on it.
Indeed, as she was moving her daughter from her son-in-law/husband's naked body, his massive cock, which was previously plunged inside Bryn's slit, suddenly appeared in front of her eyes.
At first, she more or less ignored it, barely noting that its limp state seemed to be due to a previous fierce battle with the golden-skinned woman.
However, not knowing if it was the movement itself, Demian's endless lust, or Liya's own presence felt through the bond, the previously flaccid pillar suddenly started to gradually stiffen unbeknownst to its owner, who was still sleeping soundly.
Falling silent for a few seconds as the image of his growing shaft filled her eyes, she then let out a few giggles and said self-deprecatingly when she sensed the fire in her loins growing stronger in tandem.
"Getting horny from Demian's sleeping erection... I'm really a slut, aren't I...?"
Shaking he head slightly, she added inwardly.
'Just let it be. I don't mind being one as long as it's with him. Plus, it's not as if he's blameless either.'
Pausing her thoughts for a few moments while admiring how the young man's weapon seemingly turned as long and straight as a longsword—seemingly being the important word here—, she then had an idea.
The idea was bold, or at least for her it was bold, and something she would have never considered with someone else, or at least not with someone she had not even had 'done the deed' with.
However, the more she tried to put that idea aside, the stronger it came back, bringing with it a powerful craving for Demian's divine-looking body to the point that her mind grew progressively clouded, her logical thoughts slowly disappearing in favor of her more 'animalistic' urges.
Unlike her daughter, however, her Will was strong enough not to let those urges control her.
Not right away, at least.
However, she still needed to decide what to do.
Should she indulge or not?
'Should I? It wouldn't be right, but...'
She was still hesitating when she suddenly heard a few sleeping whispers coming from his mouth.
"Liya, I love you..."
Along with that sleep-talk, the redhead felt a reassuring tug from the Soul Bond, wondering if, despite being sound asleep, her darling could still respond to her inner struggle.
'Let's be realistic, he's most likely sensing my 'distress' and trying to instinctively reassure me... The man I chose is truly a different breed, huh?'
Different woman, same thought.
At that point, she had to make a choice, or she might end up—metaphorically—bursting into flame from the fire 'burning' all over her body, though the most painful place was unsurprisingly located between her legs.
Taking a deep breath, she glanced at the sleeping young man's handsome face and made her decision.
'Well, seeing that you've chosen to take your own aunt and two cousins as lovers and have sex with us three at the same time, I'm sure what I'm gonna do won't bother you, right?'
Pushing all her hesitation aside, she started crawling toward the raven-haired man's naked figure until she was in front of his feet.
Then, she getnly grabbed both of his ankles and spread his legs enough so that she could advance all the way in front of his proud divine blade without waking him up.
Kneeling between his legs, a hazy look on her face as her gaze was fixated on the lightly swaying shaft, she subconsciously gulped, a mix of apprehension and anticipation surging in her heart.
Indeed, despite her outward bravado, she still felt some anxiety at performing some of those acts she had previously read or heard about from friends or old colleagues.
The worst of those anecdotes came from her time at the hospital, as, maybe due to how raw and stressful their jobs were, their view on sex was surprisingly open, though in her view, there were times it became a bit too much.
After all, there was a reason why all those hospital TV shows featured so much relationship drama.
As for her own experience, she had to say that her previous husband was more... 'Conventional', making it difficult for her at the time—she had been pretty young and less confident in her desires during their marriage—to express her more 'unconventional' cravings.
To be fair, she was not as extreme as her youngest daughter, but she was also more demanding than her oldest daughter, and that was something she both wanted and needed to come to terms with.
Otherwise, with endless time together, would she force herself to repress those desires again?
Clearly, the fact that she had acted so 'flirtatiously' with Demian said it all.
She would not hide who she was and what she wanted, something she grew increasingly sure that her darling would more than appreciate.
After all, she was convinced that he was not a conventional man himself, whether it was because of his own cravings that Sera shared with her or how respectful he had constantly been with all three of them.
Never judging, always caring about their opinion and needs...
Honestly, that made it so much easier for her to accept the so-called 'harem' arrangement they had, convinced that, no matter how many women he would have, he would still treat her with the same care and love he had been showering her with since she had accepted his 'advances'.
That was why she did not feel much jealousy when other women were involved with him, unlike Seraphine.
While a myriad of random thoughts appeared in her mind, her right hand was slowly approaching the massive beast, its veiny body throbbing dangerously as if ready to pounce on the redhead if she let out a hint of carelessness.
As her hand was about to reach it, a last shred of hesitation appeared in her heart, forcing her to stop right before it for a very brief moment before the last few doubts in her mind were squashed by her, helped by her almost desperate hunger.
Finally, her soft and dainty fingers gently grabbed the surprisingly scorching hot cock.
Before she could let out a sigh of relief, however, she felt the throbbing monster suddenly jerk once, making her heart jump from fright before she realized it was just an unconscious reaction from her touch.
Letting out a few giggles, she admonished herself inwardly.
'Why am I acting like a thief being caught? I'm so stupid...'
Letting out a sigh, she then focused her attention on the lower member in her hand, noting how it felt both extraordinarily soft on the surface but also especially sturdy once she squeezed lightly.
Although she did not dare nor wanted to test it, she believed that, even if she were to grip it as tight as she could, she would not be able to go much deeper than the deceptively 'supple' surface, making her cautiousness redundant.
Nonetheless, carefulness did not cost anything, and in the off chance that she COULD hurt him if she were to be too rough, being a tad more cautious was worth it.
If she knew the reason behind Demian and Bryn's simultaneous knock-out, it was unknown if she would laugh at them or scold them—mostly Bryn—for their recklessness, though she would certainly feel that her own action was correct.
Fortunately, their respective healing factor made sure that no trace of the ridiculous experience was left on their bodies.
The mental damage, however, was another story...
As Liya was slowly inspecting her lover's dick, the tension previously gripping her heart slowly disappeared, leaving her feeling much lighter than before, though the desires were still there and, as the latter grew, her curiosity was starting to dwindle.
Shaking her head slightly, she mumbled to herself.
"Alright, Liya. You've played enough. It's time to move on to the next level..."
As soon as she made her decision, she moved her left hand to gently hold the young man's sack before a thought of hers moved, which made a blood-like liquid condense below both of her palms, the energy fluid acting as a sort of magical lube for her next endeavor.
'Magic is so convenient!'
She exclaimed, not aware that such a precise mastery over Blood Energy could only be achieved by those with much higher cultivation than hers or those, like her, with a powerful enough Bloodline, granting sufficient affinity with Blood Energy to execute incredible feats with it.
As for most other Peak Chi Gathering Rank cultivators who hoped to do the same?
Well, the only result would be a bloody mess—literally in this case—, with Demian ending up as an unwilling eunuch.
In any case, the woman, oblivious to the potential terrible consequences of such a 'mystical move', kept following her plan, her right hand gripping his longsword a bit tighter, moving it down until his glans was completely unveiled before her hunger-filled gaze.
Then, she started stroking it up and down, while her left hand began to fondle his jewels gently, marveling at the fact that, unlike her previous husband, she could only find a small tuft of pubic hair above his root, but none anywhere else.
Even his 'pouch' was both abnormally smooth and tough, completely opposite to the normal man's wrinkly and overly fragile ones.
In a way, it was similar to the situation of herself and her daughters' privates, with their labia becoming much smoother than their previous state, while their pubic hair stayed in a naturally trimmed 'form', right above their clitoris.
Cultivation was truly magical, bringing surprisingly good effects to the body.
Then again, compared to wielding the equivalent of nuclear power at one's fingertips, having less hair down there was truly a trivial matter.
Back to the situation.
Liya, while jerking him off, was starting to become restless, her lower body growing hotter and wetter.
The strangest thing, however, was that, unlike what she expected, the greatest urge she was experiencing was to take that huge thing inside her mouth, instead of inside her cave.
To be fair, she wished for both, but the desire for the former was much greater.
Giving a blow-job was something she had rarely done in her life with her husband, not because she was inherently against the idea, but because of a lack of reciprocity.
After all, why should she be the only one going down on her husband when he never reciprocated with her?
However, Demian was different as he was actually the first to 'eat her out', and that without asking anything in return.
So, why should she abstain from going down on him, especially since it was something that interested her in the first place?
Plus, she had never had one even remotely that big, so it was sure to be a novel experience for her.
'It's a good thing that I awakened a Carmine Physique, or there's no way that thing would fit inside my mouth. My jaw might still get sore, though, but that's nothing that his Perk can't fix. I think...'
She contemplated while noting how her mouth was now filled with saliva, as if her mind treated his dick like a delicious meal.
Truly, her body was growing stranger as time passed by.
It had already started being the case from the moment that she broke through to the Chi Gathering Rank.
However, that was nothing compared to a few hours ago, when she had awakened her Carmine Bloodline.
Now, her body was so abnormal that she could pretty much make her jaw stretch a few times beyond the normal human limit, and that without it resulting in muscle tearing or bone breaking.
The only side-effect was getting used to the novel sensation.
If that was not weird, then nothing was.
Honestly, her constant physical transformation toward... 'something different' had brought a few worries to her mind, concerned that she was in the process of trading what made her human to gain great powers and an endless lifespan.
Even now, as her Carmine bloodline awakened, although still technically humanoid, was she still considered human?
If she was not, then was she supposed to forget the last 45 years spent as a normal human and consider herself of another race entirely?
It was all...
Very confusing...
Fortunately, she had her darling and her two daughters alongside her, with the latter two experiencing the same 'racial changes' as hers, thus making her feel less 'alienated'.
Pun not intended.
'Maybe with time it'll get easier to accept...'
She thought briefly before pushing that thought aside and focusing back on what truly mattered: Her man's dick!
After a few long strokes, the beautiful redhead lowered her face toward the massive pillar she held in her hand until her juicy lips were almost brushing against his glans, letting out a warm breath on the throbbing organ.
AS that warm breath caressed his flesh, she felt Demian's entire body shiver slightly, eliciting a grin from the horny redhead.
"Seems like I'm not the only one that can't wait anymore, huh?"
As soon as those teasing words left her mouth, the slight gap between her lips grew larger while her head lowered further, until the former was large enough to completely take his 'head' inside.
Now with the first, and widest, part of him inside her mouth, her cheeks were bulging abnormally, while her jaw was stretched to an impossible degree.
Interestingly, despite the sight being obviously 'abnormal', it did not detract from her beauty, even giving an additional pitiful quality to her usual elegance.
However, no one else was awake to enjoy the view, making it a wasted opportunity.
'First step, done. Now, on to the second!'
Liya exclaimed inwardly, feeling a mix of extreme arousal and awkwardness now that she had such an enormous fleshy thing in her mouth.
As she started lowering her head further and welcoming even more of his length inside her mouth, she noted how scorching hot it was, a temperature way beyond the normal body temperature.
She could even taste...
'Is that precum? Why does it taste so good?'
She wondered, though the surprise was mostly for the light salty taste of his white spunk.
After all, she was literally gobbling up his dick, so the fact that he had that kind of physical reaction was perfectly normal, even if he was still asleep.
It was especially the case since she had not stopped fondling his large jewel pouch while stroking the part of his shaft still outside of her.
A few seconds passed, and she suddenly felt the head of his cock touching the entrance of her throat, making her hesitate for a few seconds.
'I should be able to stretch my throat enough to take him in... Maybe...?'
Feeling a mix of doubts and excitement, she still chose to try going for it.
However, this time she would have to change position, doing her best to make an internal 'straight line', or the result would either be it being stuck or stabbing through the back of her neck.
Since she was not a cartoon character, her 'stretching capacities' had their limits, after all.
After a brief moment of essential repositioning, she was now ready, prompting her to think.
'Well, it's now or never. It either goes in, or I'll have to give up on the idea, which would suck. No pun intended. Oh well, in either case, we'll both get to have fun.'
Taking a deep breath through her pores—her mouth was currently too full to allow any air through—she then stilled her resolve and started lowering her head further, using both gravity and her body's innate quality to push his head through.
What she did not notice, however, was that as his sword head started crossing through the gate of her esophagus, an organ which was not supposed to be doing what Liya was forcing it to do, a shiver instantly coursed through Demian's body, followed by his eyelids trembling slightly, as if they were about to flutter open at the next moment.
Indeed, although the previous experience of extreme pain coupled with extreme pleasure had created a system overload, making both his brain and Bryn's crash simultaneously, the damage was still relatively limited, entirely in his Perk's healing perview.
Thus, although a bit of stimulation could have been ignored, if the intensity reached a certain level, he was bound to awaken immediately.
What degree of intensity was needed?
Well, having his dick deepthroated by his woman would easily do the trick.
With his mind still blurry from just awakening, the young man felt a strangely familiar sensation from his lower body.
'Is Sera blowing me off?'
He wondered as the dark elven woman often enjoyed playing with his 'morning wood', saying it was a 'fun way to wake you up, Babe'.
Well, as the one on the receiving end of it, he would certainly not complain, especially since he always reciprocated the favors he received.
However, when his eyelids fluttered open and his gaze fell on the one performing such a 'selfless' act, his mind froze for a brief moment.
'That is not Sera.'
Not the smartest reaction, but his brain was still reeling from the previous experience.
Also, when seeing how the alluring redhead had her cheeks AND throat bulging abnormally from having most of his shaft inside her, anyone would become less articulate.
Granted, that was a view he was used to with Seraphine, but this time the different skin and hair color, coupled with the woman's identity, made the experience somewhat more...
Exhilarating!
As he was admiring the woman's fearless actions, his mind filled with a myriad of thoughts, he suddenly felt her throat constrict madly as if it wanted to mercilessly crush his sword.
Looking down, he noticed how Liya was now staring at him, a hint of panic in her gaze.
Immediately, he understood the situation, prompting him to reassure her.
"It's fine, Darling. No need to panic. I love it, so try to brea... I mean, calm down."
Who would have thought he would have to soothe his own woman when the latter was going down on him so that he would not have his precious sword crushed completely by her own involuntary physical reaction?
Good thing his physique was way beyond hers, granting even that part of his body superhuman toughness, or the result might have been dire...
In the meantime, Liya, who heard his words, tried to soothe her panic in order to have her throat muscles relax their tight hold on her man's precious thing.
It took a few moments, but she ended up succeeding, making her let out a sigh of relief inwardly.
Now calmer, she slowly started to take the whole thing out of her, making each of them jolt from pleasure with each centimeter out of her mouth, though, interestingly, it actually left quicker than it came in, which was most likely due to having Demian watching her doing it.
Once the whole 'snake' was out, the woman coughed a few times before she felt her body falling in Demian's embrace, who asked, his tone filled with concern.
"Are you okay, Love?"
Lifting her head to meet those beautiful blue eyes, she replied, a strained smile on her face.
"I'm okay. I guess I got a bit too greedy. Also, I'm sorry I did it
while you were... unconscious..."
As the last words left her lips, she lowered her eyes slightly, biting her lip with an expression of guilt plastered on her face.
Seeing her that way, a few chuckles left the young man's lips, who then put his finger below her chin before lifting her head so that their eyes could meet.
"Love, you were trying to make me feel good, and you ended up almost choking on my cock. In this case, shouldn't I be the one apologizing to you? Also, Sera always does that, so whether I'm awake or asleep, feel free to do as you wish. My body can take it, I promise."
His words instantly wiped off the guilt in her heart and turned it into amusement as she replied.
"I'll remember that."
Pausing for a second, she added, her voice now filled with admiration.
"Speaking of which, I really underestimated my own daughter's capabilities. She told me she could take your full length in one go, and I thought I could easily do the same. I was very wrong, though."
Shaking his head with a playful grin gracing his lips, he retorted.
"She had way more practice than you and Bryn, though. But yeah, she's definitely a natural."
As his gaze fell on the unconscious figure lying by their side, he let out a sigh filled with amazement.
"Honestly, you three are truly fearless. It's one thing for Sera to go crazy since we've done it so many times, and her body is used to it. But even Bryn thought she could do the same..."
Hearing his words, she asked him what he meant, prompting him to explain why both the golden-skinned woman and he were unconscious when the redhead found them.
The explanation made her lips twitch, not knowing if she should burst out laughing or scold her own daughter for her recklessness.
However, the memory of her own reckless action made her decide to forget it.
'Let's just chalk it up to us being too enthusiastic. We'll both do better next time.'
Shaking her head slightly, she then started rubbing her cheek against his naked torso before mumbling.
"Darling...?"
Cocking his brow, the raven-haired man replied with only a 'Yes, Love?', while his hand started caressing her thick, soft thighs, the sensation being too addicting for him to stop.
"I want it inside me. But down there, this time."