If it weren't for this person saving Brother Ling Kong, even if I were alive in this world, I would have completely lost the most important person and wouldn't be able to reunite with Brother Ling Kong.
So, even though there is resentment, it's undeniable that Halian Jing's life-saving grace toward Brother Ling Kong provided him with much warmth and affection over these five years.
Moreover, Brother Ling Kong also has familial feelings for the Helian couple. If I really killed Halian Jing, he would definitely feel hurt and guilty inside.
Family and love cannot coexist; the death of either would cause him pain.
I don't want him to endure the pain of loss anymore, don't want him to feel sad, and don't want him to always bear all the responsibilities. He always sacrifices himself to accommodate me, yet what have I done for him all along? Nothing.
I've merely enjoyed his sacrifice and protection, but it's not fair. My heart aches too, and I want to do something for this person.
