In the depths of the abyss, Toki carried the child she never wanted. Alone, she waited for the time to come in that eternity for that child to be born. She hated every moment of that pregnancy. Alone.
Many times she considered going to where her father is to lighten the burden on her belly, but be it her own will or the will of Perkele, she didn't dare to show her face.
"I wonder… Did my mother feel this way when she was carrying me? She seemed to hate the idea of carrying a human's child in that timeline, but I wonder… why did she choose to volunteer to shoulder that burden?"
Then a thought came across Toki, "Why don't I go and ask my mother in that timeline?"
But as soon as those words escaped her lips, she shook her head in denial. It is the same thing as if she thought going to seek comfort from her father. The disgust.
