Even the day of departure, how to book the plane tickets, and arranging accommodations in Boston... every single thing required his involvement.
Is this how dependence is cultivated?
It would be fine to enjoy this dependence if it lasted a lifetime—but what if, one day, he couldn't provide anymore?
Like a golden monkey caged in a zoo, having completely lost its survival skills, what would it do then?
You aren't a panda; no one fears your species will go extinct.
Nor do you possess the research value of a panda.
"So, you decided to break up with me?"
"Yes. I want us to take some time apart, for both of us to cool down. If I can grow and strengthen my resolve quickly enough, gaining the courage and worthiness to stand before you again, then even if I can't assist you in any way, at least I can look after myself. I won't be a burden to you. I want to stand beside you, not rely on you forever… My dear, this is the kind of relationship I want…"
"..."
