"..."
He was in disbelief, yet his heart was being torn apart, unable to utter a single word.
Xixi, how could it be like this? How could it?
If there's no love, why would I search to the ends of the earth for one person?
If there's no love, how could I suffer insomnia every night, with a heart broken and shattered?
If there's no love, how could I want to never let go in this lifetime?
But he couldn't express it, he just held tightly, with all his strength, because he knew once he let go, there would be nothing left...
In the midst of extreme anger, she also grew quiet.
Those nights filled with hidden hatred, resentment, loathing, self-pity, self-harm... never finding a release... She once thought there would never be a day to release them.
She hated him, hated him immensely.
She thought she could pretend to be carefree and laugh it off, but when face to face, realized she simply couldn't.
Unable to be carefree, instead showing a disgraceful side, with fierce words flowing.
