Su Wan said, "Xinghe, from the day I met you, you made me understand that we are from two different worlds. You shouldn't exist in mine."
"..." He made no sound.
Su Wan said, "I never thought about what kind of future we'd have. I'm sick, I might turn into a lunatic at any moment, I'm scared... scared of you seeing me at my worst, and I don't have the courage to stay by your side. I want to leave you, do you understand?"
"Mm." He grunted in reply.
He wasn't stupid, he understood long ago.
But...
He wanted to keep her!
Su Wan said, "But when I heard you were going to be with Song Ci, I realized I couldn't bear to let you go! You're so wonderful, I don't want to give you to someone else! In the end, I'm not as great as I thought I was, I'm just a selfish woman! Even if I'm sick, I still want to cling to you..."
Cheng Xinghe picked her up and carried her back to the room.
She wrapped her arms around his neck, looking at him.
