Life-and-death promises, these things sound certainly tragic, certainly magnificent. But if a person wants to die, all it takes is some courage, some impulsiveness.
What's hard is living.
What's hard is bearing that person's wishes, living with torment in this world that has lost its warmth.
Death is easy.
But after that person leaves this world, carrying the longing that can never be fulfilled, living under such torment is difficult, incredibly difficult, truly and immensely difficult.
Dong Huiying's eyes felt a bit uncomfortable, and being stirred by Yun Ge, even she wanted to cry a little. Appearing carefree, laughing and joking seemingly, as if living well.
But how afraid of sleeping she was!
As soon as she closes her eyes, she worries if she might never wake up again?
Always fearing there's not enough time, wanting to do a few more things before dying, at least to bring down Lao Ba, to cure Lao Jiu's madness.
