Gu Xiaonuan believes in herself, believes that she can earn Si Yuchen's complete trust, and that she can live with Si Yuchen without any barriers. It's just that she isn't ready for that yet.
If she had prepared herself in advance to face an inevitable future, would she be less wary of Si Yuchen?
She and Si Yuchen ended up together because of a contract, and now, they are even more inseparable.
This kind of life makes Gu Xiaonuan start to doubt her own existence, wondering what she had been doing in the past.
Apart from plunging her into a dilemma now, her past self seems to have done nothing truly beneficial.
Gu Xiaonuan isn't exactly blaming her past self; it's just that if she could turn back time, she definitely wouldn't have gone to Si Yuchen for her mother, nor would she have decided to cooperate with him when she was desperate.
Cooperating with Si Yuchen? That was merely a convenience for him.
