Gu Qingyuan had long understood that if Lu Xiao could solve him, perhaps everything wouldn't be a problem.
But he would not be solved by Lu Xiao, nor would he ever become the one solved by Lu Xiao, the miserable person.
Gu Qingyuan thought of the consequences, yet he still wanted to persevere.
By persisting, perhaps he could get the result he wanted; no matter what, he tried to get Shen Biran's forgiveness, he made an effort, and he tried.
Gu Qingyuan was not that ignorant or fearless; what he wanted was Shen Biran's forgiveness, not to leave Shen Biran's world forever.
Shen Biran forgave him, yet he could no longer reach Shen Biran's life. Wasn't Shen Biran's gaze in vain?
All his efforts deserved a good result, otherwise it's no different than doing nothing.
Shen Biran might think he was impulsive, but his impulsiveness was not without reason, he was too eager to be forgiven and too hopeful that past issues would not be carried into their future.
