Gu Qingyuan knows what he will lose, and he also knows the consequences he will face for the issues he is dealing with now.
But he has no other choice; at this point, perhaps everything is beyond a mere few sentences of worry.
He might want to obtain something, but is what he wants really something that others can give him?
What he desires is not something Shen Biran can give him, and what he wants is truly too much, even to the point that he doesn't know what to do. Shen Biran is no longer his wife, and he cannot exert any influence over Shen Biran.
If there is any influence between them, it must be because some unexpected problem has emerged that even Shen Biran finds overwhelming.
They need to consider how such problems will ultimately unfold.
Moreover, Gu Qingyuan no longer cares about what is happening now, perhaps these incidents no longer seem so important to him, and what he most desires to see is Shen Biran forgiving him, such an outcome.
