People subconsciously avoid facing things they don't want to. Deep down in my heart, I'm also unbalanced.
I've been heartbroken and caused myself pain; I don't know what I should do.
"Grandma, do you really know what we're thinking deep down inside?
If you hadn't chosen to deny me back then, but acknowledged me openly, would I know what the outcome would be?
All the endings would be different, I'm not that kind of cold-hearted person; I also couldn't do what others do, like kicking you out of the house, never letting you return.
But I always don't understand what you were thinking, abandoning my father, leaving him to live alone and helpless. Without Great-grandpa, he would have starved to death long ago, so how would I even exist?
