Since I can't move you anymore, I can only choose to let go of myself, and your pride and your lies are my motivation to leave you.
Since I can no longer change all your decisions, at least I can still choose to give up.
But here, no matter what, I absolutely cannot let my own son be hurt by my own affairs. In my life, I've never given him any love, I've never fulfilled the responsibilities a father should have. I've hurt him so much, abandoned him so much, how can I continue like this? If I continue treating my son like I did in the past, how am I any different from a beast?
