Looking at the roads I've traveled, and the things in my diary, I can't even imagine that I once wrote them!
Ran Zhihan really doesn't know how to explain this to her husband now. Even though she's already made everything clear, why does he still refuse to believe it in the end? Will I really be happy in a marriage lacking trust? Constantly reflecting on herself, yet forcing herself to make decisions each time—to stay with him forever—how it ends up hurting her in the end. How can his heart be balanced knowing the person he's loved so diligently for many years treats him like this?
Ran Zhihan doesn't want to say anything now and turns to leave. But when her husband sees his wife turning to leave, he's instantly upset. Is he now unwilling to even offer an explanation? Why is it so difficult to give me an explanation? I just want one persuasive explanation—that's all. Doesn't he feel I'm worth that explanation in his heart?
