"Dad, I never intended to live this way, nor did I ever think of hurting you like this. What I've done is my deepest pain. I just wanted to give you my best each time, yet I couldn't do it myself. I don't understand when I became like this, pushing myself step by step to the brink, only to realize in the end that everything I did was wrong.
You're right, no one has wronged me, no one has betrayed me. The person who betrayed was not you, but me. I hurt you deeply, again and again, forgetting that it was you who gave me the warmest family, who taught me what family and love are. As I walked step by step to where I am now, I can no longer distinguish which is the true me. I've lost my true self; the original intention I once held dear has changed. I've become numb, indifferent!
