I thought as long as I was willing, I could always stay by your side, but later I realized how helpless my wishful thinking was!
"When you were with me, your heart only felt shame; when you were with your husband, you were joyful. Why is it that even though both of us love you deeply, you'd rather hurt me to be with him? Do I mean nothing in your world?
Is it because he's rich or for some other reason that you choose to be with him? You should ask yourself what's your real motive. What about me is worse than her? I can give you a better life, and I'm willing to give everything for you, yet you never see my devotion. What exactly do you take me for? I long for you to see me as the person you love most, to hold you in my arms each night and sleep peacefully!
But in your eyes, all of this seems like something I shouldn't deserve at all.
