Why does it seem that wherever I go, someone always wants to force me to confront myself? Is my existence so hard for them to accept?
Xia Jing knows that there might be nothing he can say now that would undo the shadow of harm he once caused his son. He understands that in his son's eyes, his actions are just tools to hurt others repeatedly. Yet, he forgot that he is also a mother and a wife. Witnessing his husband being deeply hurt, how could his heart not ache? Seeing his family in such grief, how could he truly remain unmoved?
His son still doesn't understand his mother, no matter what. All of this is the consequence of never being by her side time and time again. If he had stayed with her back then, would the outcome not be as passive as it is now? Would it not have ended like this?
