This could perhaps be considered a kind of indulgence.
In moments of clear consciousness, even if Gu Yi'an fell asleep and dreamt, she would never dream of Tan Jincheng and the children.
That's because her subconscious knew very well that she could not allow herself to think of them. But now, with a fever clouding her mind, her ability to restrain her thoughts was at the lowest, and her deepest desires surfaced.
She dreamt of the first time she met Tan Jincheng, of the first time she saw Tan Zheng, and of when she was pregnant...
She was drenched in sweat.
The dream was so sweet that she didn't want to wake up.
If she could stay in this dream forever, wouldn't that be wonderful?
Under normal circumstances, she would have been able to tell if it was a dream or not, but in her haze, she couldn't discern.
