He completely forgot that he wanted to get close to Jian Anning simply because she was Yu Zexiao's woman! If, at that time, Situ Xuan hadn't thought Jian Anning and Yu Zexiao were dating, he wouldn't have acted to take her!
This issue is indeed a false proposition, making it impossible for him to explain himself! All he knows is just one thing—
Even he didn't expect that Jian Anning being with Yu Zexiao would hit him so hard, so hard that he's on the brink of being unable to bear it!
After finishing a cigarette, not only did he not feel any relief, but he became even more depressed. The smoke filled his chest but didn't drive away the worries that were already there. On the contrary, it felt like it was neutralizing, fermenting, and sublimating, making him sadly realize that perhaps this feeling is—heartbreak?
Haha, for him, Situ Xuan, would there actually be a day he'd experience heartbreak? But this feeling of loss almost overflowing his chest isn't fake.
