change happens.
and its scary when it happens.
because you dont know.
you dont know if what you know now will change
and you dont know whether you can handle it
change burns you
it follows you everywhere
to the deepest parts of your heart and mind
if you let it in deep enough
that change
will leave you a shell of what you once were
because you know that even if you adapt to change
it will never be the same to how it was before
why are you afraid?
why are you shaking?
why is your breathe heavy?
knees bent, arms bleeding.
as you kneel in front of the deity named fate
the ones you loved become unrecognizable
the ones you hated become worse
your frustration chokes you
your determination crumbles
there is no such thing as eternity
there is only inevitability
who were you before?
who are you now?
do you smile because of the pain?
or have you never felt pain before?
look into its eyes.
your reflection blinds you.
who is that, you ask?
"I don't know."