His body was very calm; it could almost be described with the phrase 'unruffled calm.'
Isn't this clearly expressing something else, that perhaps his mind doesn't want it this way? Or perhaps there is still pressure in his mind, afraid that Qiao Junlie will find out about this...
"Damn! Why would I be afraid of him? What if he knows? This woman isn't married to him. Hmph, even if she is married to him, divorce can still happen, who knows! Who says she must belong to him? I insist that she be mine." Murong Jun vented his feelings to himself.
He finally understood that it's not that he couldn't do it, but that he couldn't adapt to such a lifeless, corpse-like body with no response. What he wanted was her, alive and breathing, a fully dimensional, vibrant life.
