"No, it's not the present moment, never has been; I don't care how others see me, how others think of me; I only want you, only want to be with you, and for a lifetime at that. What marriage, having children, passing down the family name, descendants filling the halls—never have I hoped for those. I'm not a pervert, there's nothing wrong with me; I just, I just like you and want to be with you. There's never been anyone else in my plans, not even thought about it, from beginning to end it's only you, all you. I've already decided that if you don't like me, if you fall in love with another woman, marry and have children with someone else, I'm prepared to live alone for the rest of my life."
Mu Han looked at the anxious Qing Yi.
"I, I know you don't believe me, think I may just be acting on a whim, seeking thrill briefly, but a year or two is possible like that, but ten years? You can't possibly think I've been like this for ten years, right?"
