"I'm not gonna lie to you, brother. In the past, my brain was like it was covered in shit. I made a lot of mistakes. Now, I really want to change. The day after tomorrow, I'm planning to bring back my wife and daughter." How to live after they're back, that's still a big headache.
In this era, if he were to divorce her or separate, Qiu Shi's life would be over. She'd be even worse off than a widow, condemned everywhere she went.
If life just goes on like this, he doesn't mind. From his memories, Qiu Shi is actually quite good-looking. Having someone warm his bed suits him just fine, but he wonders if Qiu Shi minds that he's no longer Erlaizi.
Moreover, because of his status, he can't directly ask this question.
