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Chapter 18 - Ferrin's Crossing

Nine days out of Serenia, Elliot worked out that he had started counting roofs.

He didn't remember beginning. It had crept up on him the way a habit does, every village they came through, he'd find himself totalling the houses. Twenty-two at Ashlow. Sixty-odd at the mill hamlet with no name on the milestone. A hundred and forty at Ferrin's Crossing when they finally saw it, spread along both lips of a gorge with the bridge strung between like a thread through a needle.

He couldn't stop. He'd tried. He'd get to the end of a street with a number in his head and a second number underneath it, which was how many would still be standing if it came here, and that one he did not let himself finish.

You are doing it again, said Etreuf.

I know.

It is a form of prayer, and you are very bad at it.

It's not a prayer.

It is exactly a prayer, said the demon. You are performing a small useless ritual in the hope that a large thing will not happen, which is the entire history of every temple I have ever burned. A pause, and then, in a different tone, flatter, more careful: And it is going to keep happening whether you count or not. So I would prefer you spent the effort on something that alters the outcome.

Like what?

Like being stronger than you were in Serenia, said Etreuf. Which brings us, as it happens, to the north.

Elliot let that one go past him. It was the fourth time in nine days.

The other thing he worked out on the ninth day was that Lyssara had stopped walking in front.

It had been her habit from the first hour out of the barn, she took the front, always, without discussion, and stopped every so often for a five-count with her head turned. In the reeds of the Zyrion road she'd walked point for nine days straight and let him look at the back of her head.

Now she was at his shoulder. Had been for, he didn't know. Days. He had no idea when it had changed.

He didn't say anything, because he'd learned that the fastest way to close a door was to remark on it opening. But he thought about it for most of an afternoon, and it made him so absurdly, disproportionately cheerful that Adam asked twice what he was smiling about.

"Nothing."

"You've been like this since lunch."

"It's a nice road," said Elliot.

It was not a nice road. It ran through a country of low grey hills and dead thorn, climbing steadily, and the wind on it had begun to have the mountains in it.

Pathetic, Etreuf observed.

Shut up.

I have made no comment on the substance. I am commenting on the volume. You are extremely loud in here, boy, and you have been loud since approximately the fourth hour of the day, and I would like to state for the record that I am trapped.

They came onto the bridge at Ferrin's Crossing in the middle of a cold bright afternoon, and Elliot stopped in the middle of it, because he'd never been over anything like it.

The gorge went down four hundred feet. The river at the bottom was a white thread with no sound coming off it. The bridge was old stone, wide enough for two wagons, with piers standing on rock islands in the gap, and at the far end sat a toll house with a slate roof and a chimney going and a chain across the road.

The woman who came out to take the toll was about fifty-five, built like a fence post, and holding a ledger.

"Three," she said. "Two copper each, or one and you carry a sack of gravel to the north end, which nobody ever takes, and I've stopped hoping." She looked them over — properly, unhurried, the way nobody in Serenia had. "Names?"

"Do you need them?"

"I write everyone down," said the woman. "Everyone, both directions, twenty-two years. That's the arrangement. The bridge is mine because my grandfather put the piers in and the county lets me keep the toll if I keep the book." She tapped it. "Names, or you can walk nine days round by the Sarrow ford and I'll write down that you did."

Elliot gave his. Adam gave his. Lyssara said, "Eden Cozbi," and the woman wrote it without a flicker.

"Odile Ferrin," she said. "Toll's paid. There's a bed-house on the north side that's honest and a tavern that isn't." She hesitated, and something changed in the flat professional face. "You'll be the Serenia lot."

The three of them went very still.

"How"

"Sheet came up from Ostbridge eleven days back," said Odile Ferrin. "The Crier. We get it a month late and read it twice." She shut the ledger. "Boy of sixteen, an old woman with terms, a company with four names in it. And two of the four names are stood on my bridge, and the other of you'll be the friend."

Well, said Etreuf, with vast satisfaction. There it is. You are famous, and it took nine days to arrive at a bridge in the middle of nothing.

"Is that a problem?" Elliot said.

Odile Ferrin looked at him for a long moment.

"Come up to the house tonight," she said. "After the traffic. There's a thing you'll want to know and I'd rather say it sitting down."

The tavern on the north side was exactly as dishonest as promised, and Elliot found the twenty in it, though he didn't understand what he'd found for a very long time.

There was a singer. Not a good one, an old man with a lute and three teeth, working the room for coppers, and by the time they'd got their bread he was four verses into something with a chorus the room half-knew and shouted badly.

Adam started laughing about eight lines in.

"What?"

"He's listing weapons," Adam said. "It's a list. It's a song that's a list."

Elliot listened.

It was a list. The old man was working through it in a wheezing sing-song, item by item, with a rhyme scheme that had clearly been designed to help a drunk remember the order, the Spear at Serrat and the Ring at Vaunt, the Fang they say the sea gave up, and every fourth line the room came in on the same three words, which were the only three words anybody actually knew.

Twenty for the gods.

Elliot's bread stopped halfway to his mouth.

He got up and went over and put a copper in the old man's cup and said, "What's the song?"

"The Twenty," said the singer, in the offended tone of a man asked what water is. "Everyone knows the Twenty."

"I don't."

The old man looked at him with pity.

"Twenty weapons," he said. "The great ones. The ones in the vaults and the ones lost and the two or three what walk about in the wrong hands. There's a proper list and I know nineteen of it, which is eighteen more than most, and the twentieth's argued about by men who've never held so much as a good knife."

"And the chorus?"

"Twenty for the gods."

"Meaning what?"

The singer shrugged with his whole upper body.

"Means they were made to kill 'em," he said. "That's the old say. Forged for god-killing, back when there was gods to kill." He grinned his three teeth. "Which there ain't, so there's a joke in it somewhere, only nobody's ever worked out which end."

Elliot stood there with his hand still out.

"Do you know what they look like?" he said. "Any of them?"

"Course not. Nobody's seen one." The old man was already turning back to the room. "Verse nine's about a pair of knives, if you're partial to knives. One what burns and one what don't. Very popular with the young ones."

He started singing again.

Elliot went back to the table and sat down and did not eat anything for a while.

Under the table, wrapped in oilcloth against his leg, both blades were perfectly quiet.

Boy, said Etreuf.

Don't.

I have no idea what any of that meant, the demon said, and it came out oddly, not with the usual acid, but with something closer to unease. That is the point I wish to make. In three hundred years I never heard of any twenty of anything. The word god in my realm means one thing and it is not something anyone counts. And a toothless man in a tavern in the middle of nowhere has just recited nineteen items of a list you belong to, and neither of us knows whether he is a fool or a historian.

"It's a drinking song," Lyssara said. She'd been watching Elliot's face. "That's all. Every town's got one. There's a song in Drakarion that says the mountains were built by a man with a spade."

"Yeah," said Elliot.

"Elliot."

"I said yeah."

He put it away. He was good at that, it was, Adam would have told anyone, his single worst quality. But it went in his pocket beside the two halves of a coin and it sat there and did not leave, and years later he would be able to say, exactly, which verse the old man had been on.

Odile Ferrin's toll house had two rooms, a very good fire, and more paper in it than Elliot had seen anywhere except a guild hall.

Ledgers. Twenty-two years of them, on shelves, one spine per year, each one holding every name that had crossed her grandfather's bridge in both directions.

She poured them something hot and sat down and got straight to it.

"Four days ago a man paid my toll and asked which way three young travellers had gone."

The room got very quiet.

"Describe him," said Lyssara.

"Big. Taller than the big lad here by a hand." Odile nodded at Adam. "Black, hanging in strips at the hem. Rode a horse that had been rode a long way. And a mask, plain, no face cut in it, cracked across from here to here." She drew the line down her own cheek with a finger. "Gray eyes. Very quiet spoken. Said please, and thank you."

Elliot let out a breath he hadn't known he was keeping.

"That's not a bounty man," said Lyssara, watching him. "You know him."

"Yeah."

"Is he coming to kill you?"

"No." Elliot turned the cup in his hands. "He's coming because I owe him something."

He is coming because a newspaper told him where to look, said Etreuf. Which is the part I want you to sit with, boy, because it is the actual news in this room. You put your name in a ledger in Serenia and paid a man to print it, and eleven days later a masked stranger is four days ahead of you on a bridge in the mountains. That is what the thing you founded does. You have made yourself findable on purpose. Everyone you have ever wronged now has a map.

Elliot hadn't thought of it in those words.

He looked up and found Odile Ferrin watching him with the flat assessing patience of a woman who had spent twenty-two years reading people at a chain.

"There's more," she said. "That's why I asked you up. The masked one's not the interesting one."

She reached over and pulled the current ledger onto her knees and opened it near the back.

"Seven weeks," she said. "In seven weeks I've had nine strangers cross this bridge northbound who don't fit. That's not nine in a year, which is what I'd expect. Nine in seven weeks."

"Don't fit how?"

"No goods. No trade. No kin up there." She ran a blunt finger down a column. "Nobody goes north from here, that's the thing you've got to understand. There's eleven villages up the Kelmark and every one of them is poor and none of them buys anything. The traffic on this bridge is south. People leave the mountains; they don't go into them." She tapped the page. "Nine. Two of them travelling together. One of them wouldn't give a name and paid me in a coin I've never seen in my life and I've seen everything that gets spent between here and Ostbridge."

Lyssara had gone absolutely still.

"And they all went north," Elliot said.

"Every one. None of them's come back down." Odile shut the ledger. "And there's the other thing, which is that six weeks ago the ground shook twice in one night, and it wasn't a quake, because a quake rattles the shutters and this didn't. This came up through the piers. I had my hand on the parapet and I felt it in the stone. Twice, about four hours apart, like something a long way off setting a foot down."

Nobody said anything.

Well, said Etreuf, quietly. There you are. That is what a professional looks like, boy. Twenty-two years of names in a book and she has just told you more than the Bull of Serenia did in a month.

"Why are you telling us this?" Adam said.

Odile Ferrin looked at him.

"Because I read the sheet twice," she said, "and the part everybody talks about is the boy and the giant. The part I keep going back to is the clerk."

She got up, and pulled down one of the older ledgers, and set it on the table with a thump that raised dust.

"Twenty-two years," she said. "Every name, both directions. I've got the year eleven in this house, I've got the carts that went south out of the Sarrow country with the dead on them, I've got the names of the families that never came back through, I've got eleven pages of it. Nobody has ever once asked me for it. Not the county, not Zyrion's tax men, not a guild. I've been sat on this bridge writing down the whole world going past and nobody's ever wanted the book."

She put her hand flat on it.

"So there's a company down in Serenia with a common ledger in it that anybody can sign," she said. "And I've spent my life keeping a ledger nobody reads. And I'm fifty-six and my bridge is going to outlive me either way." She looked at Elliot. "Is it true anybody can put their name in it?"

"Yes," said Elliot.

"Then what do you want off me? Because I'll not fight and I'll not leave the bridge, and if you want either of those you'd best say so now."

Elliot opened his mouth to answer and found, to his surprise, that Lyssara got there first.

"We want the book," she said.

Odile Ferrin's eyebrows went up.

"Not the bridge. Not you leaving it." Lyssara leaned forward. "You know who's gone north and when and what they paid you in. You know who came back and who didn't. You've got the year eleven in a box in this room and you're the only person in the world who does." Her voice had gone flat and precise, and Elliot recognized the tone: it was the one she used when she'd found the thing everyone else had walked past. "Every road worth watching has a chain across it somewhere and somebody bored standing next to it. If the Open Hand had a hundred of you it would know more than the seven kings do."

The toll keeper sat back slowly.

"Huh," she said.

Then, after a moment: "That's a better answer than I was expecting. I'd got a speech ready about how I'm no use to anybody."

"Everybody's got that speech," said Adam, with feeling.

She signed the next morning, at the chain, in the cold, in the ledger Elliot had been carrying in his pack since Serenia because Vessa had insisted on it and he had felt faintly ridiculous about it for two hundred miles.

Odile Ferrin. Ferrin's Crossing. Twenty-two years of the book, and I know every face that goes north.

She read it back once, and grunted, and handed him the pen.

"Second name in that thing that isn't a founder?" she asked.

"First," said Elliot.

Odile Ferrin looked at the page for a moment, at four founders' names and one toll keeper's, on a bridge in the mountains, against the seven crowns of the world.

"Right," she said. "Well. That's ambitious."

Then she lifted the chain for them, and they went north.

They were an hour up the road, into the first of the real climb, when Elliot stopped walking.

Below them, a long way back, Ferrin's Crossing lay in its gorge with the bridge across it like a thread. Nothing was moving on it. The country was grey and empty and the wind had teeth in it now.

"What," said Lyssara.

"Nothing." Elliot turned his head slowly. "There's something on the road behind us."

Adam looked back down the way they'd come and saw an empty road, and said so.

"Not a Calamity," said Elliot. He was frowning, feeling for it, the deep unhearable thing, the sense that had woken in a marsh and had not once been wrong. "That's what I mean. It's not the. It doesn't feel like the marsh, or the thing at the wells. It's not hungry." He shook his head, frustrated. "It's following. Like a person follows. It's been there since the bridge."

Etreuf?

Nothing, said the demon. As ever. I have your eyes and your eyes are looking at an empty road. A pause. Though I will say this, and then say nothing further: your masked man was four days ahead of us at that chain. Four days ahead, and yet you feel something behind.

Elliot stood in the wind for a while, looking down at the bridge.

Then he faced north and kept climbing, and did not mention that he had already started counting the roofs of the next village, which he could see from here, and which had thirty-one.

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