I stood alone watching you grow,
The dreadful role in the world,
Writing the script and deciding your path,
Your role for my love,
Desiring something more,
Such pleads makes me bend pleasantly,
So give it in all for me,
And I will grant you everything.
Isn't this good enough to live for,
Isn't this what you always wanted,
Isn't this enough for you to work with,
Didn't I granted your wish on leaving them behind,
Wasn't this what you always wanted plead for,
Wasn't I merciful enough with you,
Taking everyone from you,
Making sure you would only be mine.
Your choices matter my love,
But none of them were good,
So I took care of you,
Your past and memories,
A beloved you won't ever meet,
A need you'll never have,
As long as you remain mine,
So don't forget who are you with,
Bend to me and stop trying such fake real attempts,
Best friends never betray the other,
Best lovers never replace the other,
So stop trying just to hurt yourself.
What I am?,
All is just a game to play with,
Where everyone is meant to lose,
But still I feel covered,
Losing everything I am and more,
Winning in losing my future and self,
So take me and stop this endless chasing,
There's no one left than you.
Wasn't THIS all you could ever need?!,
Please stop,
Wasn't ME the only you should obsess with?!,
Yes but no? I don't know,
Isn't THIS paradise for you?!,
I don't feel,
Am I not enough for your ingratitude?!,
Yes you are,
Why don't you enjoy this?!
Why can't you stop already?!
Just stop causing the storm,
All of this is just the storm,
Condemning you for everything in the game,
Isn't this good enough for you?!/Aren't they enough for you?,
I can't handle this anymore,
When will be enough?!/Why pay with the innocent?,
This game isn't fun to play,
When will you start being grateful?!/Our sentence is your weight,
Sorry kiddo I'm too far gone,
I'm everything you ever need!/You'll never truly love,
I'm gonna break,
Take me as I take you!/Never satisfied,
I will,
Isn't this everything you desire?!/How many more will you need,
Stop this,
Get better in the game!/Will you ever love again?,
Is not my fault,
Learn your sentence!/Did you ever regret your weight?,
What did you do with me?,
Open your eyes and see that I'm all you have/Never forget us,
It's my fault I caused everything,
Remember you are mine of your wife/I am sorry even if I already paid the price,
I'm yours my love.
I'm yours
Standing here ever alone,
The wonders flowing through,
Am I or not someone at all?,
Aren't you my pitiful taking form?,
What is this what I even am?,
For what is anything for at all?,
Answer me,
Love me more,
Here I am here I go,
Wonder you wonder me,
Anything everything,
I am aware I am not,
Memories faking lies,
Am I him am I me,
What am I am I me,
Where is this I can't see,
Where did you go I can't reach,
Can't see only feel,
I do remember but unaware of it all,
This memories will flow through me,
Are they even true or am I falling too,
Are you true or are you not,
What am I even for,
Standing here floating nowhere,
I can't see,
I can't feel,
I can't touch,
I can't breath,
I can't do,
I can't think,
Am I not someone too,
Remembering is a lie,
With memories of someone else,
But who is this someone,
Who am I at all,
Why did anything of this even happen,
Was for anything at all,
Or was for you and nothing more,
Questioning if I'm ready and prepared,
But I am,
Losing him made me reach,
I can see,
I can feel,
Your pose,
Your touch,
Such grip,
Such love,
Such fire,
Such passion,
Am I yours,
Or am I of someone else,
Seeing you I see myself,
Loving you I hollow myself,
Being you I stop any self,
You told me guided me,
Love me more even more,
Vessel am vessel will be,
Yours am yours will ever be.