JUDE
I know I have.
Lately, I haven't felt a passion to write or even dance as much as I did before. A year ago. We don't talk about this, too caught up in meeting deadlines and going to those endless meetings, and the little time we get, we spend it in each other's arms.
It's nice, but still, Yuki, we forgot a lot, we have forgotten a lot about ourselves, and it's the very things that make life bearable, even if it's a little. I think at some point I started losing hope, and I know it's a little too early for me to say this in my career. But it's not as I thought it was.
Everything is so different from what we were sold before we started. We still perform, we still make our fans happy … but … I can't remember how I felt when I made music and felt this deep satisfaction in my heart.
I can't even write or sing a piece, send it out, or even hold on to it, where I feel that I am seen, or I have expressed how I feel.
