"I'm not that strong, nor am I invincible... You're so unpredictable, suspicious, and irritable. Of course, I will waver, even doubt myself, but..." She took a deep breath and continued, "When he returned last time, I was indeed happy at first, but later, when I thought you might never appear again, I felt extremely panicked... It's true, I do hate you, but that doesn't mean I don't love you!"
Because love breeds hate, because she loves him, she hates his suspicion, hates his distrust, hates that he repeatedly hurts her heart with childish actions.
Feelings are inherently complicated, especially when she's facing someone as complex as him.
She doesn't have the strong will to sort out all her feelings clearly.
The only thing she can be sure of is that if he truly disappeared from her life, she would be deeply saddened.
Yan Sijue's muscles were intensely tense.
After a long time, he grabbed her hand and forcefully pulled it away.
