It's already past midnight, the 25th, Christmas.
This year, Mu Yan is seeing snow for the first time, and there's someone beside her, making up for those little regrets in her heart.
Actually, she doesn't particularly like celebrating holidays, but when others have them, she wants them too, that way she feels more secure.
At first, when she liked him, she was very confused internally, always afraid that she was the only one who felt that way, because he didn't seem particularly proactive, not even often giving her gifts, let alone spending holidays together.
But she couldn't say he was bad to her, no matter what difficulties she encountered, he would help her solve them.
She felt deeply troubled inside, afraid she might have misunderstood.
Yet, in this kind of torment, the harder it was to obtain, the more she wanted it, and she also affirmed that she loved him.
Later, when they fell in love, the way he treated her made her feel out of sorts.
