I don't know how long it has been since I felt this excited. Before I regained the memories of my past life, all I did was train, hoping to earn Father's approval.
After regaining those memories, I began preparing for the sake of my survival. Since then, I have been through many life-or-death battles. However, after my first fight against those glacier hares, I rarely felt much fear during battle.
It was weird. I only gained mental resistance later, and other things to hold back my own fear, but now that I think about it, I was rarely ever afraid.
The nightmare I had before indeed made me feel fear, but it was a different kind of fear from dying and fighting.
I also thought I felt excited in battle because of the Battle-Crazed state, but I think that was wrong. Was I always like this?
