Xiu Yingmei has been feeling troubled these past few days. She finds herself thinking of Chen Guan from time to time, especially recalling the times they drifted together on the river.
"It must be because my recent cultivation hasn't been smooth, making me want to find some fun to relax, which is why I keep thinking of that guy," Xiu Yingmei decided this must be the reason.
Recently, she has been trying hard to re-enter that mystical state, but despite many attempts and various methods, she couldn't replicate that day when she reached an astonishing state, feeling like a deity descending to earth.
"Is it possible that only in moments between life and death can my potential be triggered, allowing me to enter that state?" Xiu Yingmei was quite troubled by this. Although she could find solutions to other issues, she obviously couldn't just put herself in danger without reason.
After all, such things can't be faked, and she couldn't deceive herself.
